Chapter 51: He have not given me permission to....

13 November, 20XX (Saturday)

Glass House,

"You know I cannot leave him..." Luciella showed a helpless look, even Ji Nuan knew how dependant she was to Alessandro. Sometimes such a thing was unhealthy, which Ji Nuan wanted to stop her reliant on him.

The man was placing some traps on her to jump in, she could feel it. But all Luciella did was follow the man, not bothering to defy. 'She did though...' but all was to no avail. It was better to not talk about it, Ji Nuan sometimes felt awed at Luciella.

At the age of 17 years old, Luciella gave birth to Anna Walker. The child inherited great similarity with Luciella, her skin and face shape. In such a young age to decide in giving birth to a life was a fairly hard decision to make, and it was a child she did not wish to conceive.

Ji Nuan praised her for not giving up on a life, however much she hated to be impregnated. She gritted her teeth and gave birth to such a lovely daughter, Luciella do not regret one bit. Which Ji Nuan could not help but be envious of, having such a mother.

Anna Walker was blessed, or more so both of them were blessed. Sometimes she wonder whether Luciella and Anna was bestfriends or mother and daughter, since Luciella practically gave in to whatever her daughter loves.

Maybe Luciella was still to young to care for a child, but Ji Nuan could see the effort she was making. Sometimes she had to stop her from spoiling Anna, since too much love would turn a person into a spoiled brat.

"Will you be there at Anna's birthday?" Ji Nuan wished she was going to be present, since this three years she had been absent.

'He have not given me permission to....' she wanted to say that but decided against it, to be seen as a child being controlled their guardian was shameful. "I'll try.." She stood up and head over to Anna's room.

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Ji Family,

"You have a daughter?!" Ji Mo Fan asked in a slightly loud voice, since he overheard the call Ji Cheng Mo had with Luciella.

Grabbing onto Ji Cheng Mo's collar, he seethed. "Then leave Rong Xuan alone!" he glared at his brother, he did not know why he would always snatched the things he wanted.

Ji Cheng Mo with his blonde hair down, he stared at Ji Mo Fan. "You have fallen in love?" he felt amused, this brother of his never was capable of loving besides playing around.

Ji Mo Fan fiddled around, letting go of him. He sat on the couch with a heavy thud, feeling depressed. "We were good, but...I want her to fully belong to me.." though Ji Mo Fan was a playboy, he was kind at heart.

His thoughts were simple, whatever he wished for he would work for it no matter the cost. "Give it up, you are not capable to messing around with her." Ji Cheng Mo looked at him without much of an expression, 'I am not capable too..' he felt saddened at the thought.

He and Luciella had a wonderful past ones, but it led to painful memories after. He was busy with his career, while Luciella was still fairly young. They had an age gap of 10 years, which made them unable to maintain their relationship.

Ji Cheng Mo blamed himself for not bothering to pay more attention to her more, if only he bothered to. He may not have regretted, the flower that has not bloomed then. Had bloomed into a beautiful wild flower, one he could never covet anymore.

He still remembered vividly, the knight in shining armor. Alessandro de Luca, which he known him as Rong Yu, always there to protect her. Those eyes and arms wrapped around Luciella, thinking about it made Ji Cheng Mo repulsed.

There a pair of uncle and niece relationship, but why. Why was the air around them different, he hated it. Ji Cheng Mo had wanted to ask Luciella, but he knew he was in no position to ask. He was already satisfied enough that he could stay by her side, "So the daughter?" Ji Mo Fan pressed on.

"Make sure no one hears of this, or.." Ji Cheng Mo glared at him to warned him, to keep his mouth shut.

"You missed the chance, so do not snatch my chance!" Ji Mo Fan fumed, 'You could not keep her, so do not stop me from trying to get close to her!' he felt it was only right for Ji Cheng Mo to not meddle in with his matters regarding Luciella.

'I know, but it hurts..' his felt despair, it have been a few years. He was already 30 years old, and was old enough to start a family. He really only had his eyes set on Luciella, no woman can get into his eyes.

Clenching fist, he walked out of the room with a heavy steps. 'Can we go back to the past?' he always had it in his mind to start over with her, he promise himself to treasure her if she ever came back.

'I really love you...now' his eyes reddened, utter regret burning his heart up. There was always a saying, 'Once you lost the chance, you would never get it back again.' love waits for no one, it was a very cruel yet honest truth.