In my first Life I was a Actually the son of the Jade Emperor who died for loving a loving a demon . I killed myself because they killed her right in front of me just because the Demons where at war with us .
Second life I was a farmer who died from a bandit attack I didn't beg for my life u fought and died like a man .
Third life I was a general of a different country not from earth I died in an ambush. The king of the country got rid of me because the soldiers loved me more than himself.
Fourth life I was a musician I died of old age and had lots of kids. Before I passed away I heard my kids plotting about stealing my life work and they poisoned me I took it and told them i knew about their plot and forgave them.
Fifth Life An orphan who became a Fighter who died in the ring with glory .
Six life I was a prince who happend to be poisoned by my own maid .
Last Life I was Zack Arms.
Everyone of my lives I had different careers and I never met a happy ending I wanted to blame the heavens but I'm a God and understood that it wasn't heavens fault it just how mortals are destined to be .
In my consciousness I noticed a door with leaf symbols , A sword and a thunder bolt.
I tried to open it but it didn't work . I heard my other selves whispering open the door .
They appeard next to me like ghosts . When all 7 of them stood next to me I noticed the door opening slowly.
With every step I took they started to fade slowly. They where me I felt as if the moment I open the door I would forget all my previous memories and become a God controlled by swords and his divinities not the other way around.
Go don't hesitate you are me after all... The goldly Gost told me .
You have to forget about us if you want ro become more powerful the Farmer yelled.
Kid sometimes a man most sacrifice something to achieve another the general pointed his sword at the door.
I heard a zither being played and handsome voice filled my mind the old musician told me to let go of all mortal attachment.
Thanks guys but "mortal attachments are what make me who I'm and nothing will ever change that not the gods or fate I'm the master of my own destiny."
The moment I yelled that the door opened up the spirits of my old lives fused my own .
I opened my eyes and noticed that I was floating above Nuwas temple .
The energy in my body wasn't qi anymore it was God force it was like comparing a fresh purified water source to muddy rain water. The divine energy that was leaking outside my looked 10 times more powerful than an S rank hunter from Solo Leveling with me holding back .
I noticed that I looked more godlike than my divine realm and I grew almost to Nuwas height I sizes down to my regular height now I looked like a young adult again. My appearance is similar to Ye Qingue from Imperial God king novel .
I noticed th and God force looked Golden the lightning currents where moving around me like snakes .When I tried to let my energy flow in my body charged up similar to Baek Yong similar to how he transforms into his full tiger form with lightning around his body .
I guess I reach the Rank of the Main gods just below the Supreme gods of the realms.
Big brother you did it so fast how is that possible?
In the other realm fought a lot monsters and fought a Mystic God once and I landed a powerful attack on a weaken Supreme God.
Do you have any request I can help with lots of things.
No not right now. Remnis answered so I took it upon myself to train him in his human form . Teaching him my sword techniques wasn't hard at all.
It took him 3 days to master his own feather sword domain . I was proud of him when I done training him for 3 weeks I gave him my Jade sword.
We killed a kirin and multiple demonic beasts when Nuwa found out that we hunted beasts for training purposes she wasn't happy at all .
I felt really bad so I stopped killing for training purposes to make it up to her I told her I would find a way to make her fix the pillar .
Before I set out Ku showed up and started his journey Remnis and I watched over him in secret in our eagle transformation.
I already knew nuwa was his mother but who was his dad Remnis started talking nonsense.
I smacked his head.... Focus Nuwa and gong gong are about to meet .
Which means ? Remnis
She's about to sacrifice herself you dummy.
No...That's not going to happen she saved me when I arrived here it's my responsibility to help her back .