*FIRST* → From Now On My Possession Is Yours..

It's been a month that my dad passed away.. he was only one for me since I lost my mother when I was just 13.. he never let me feel that I lost my mother.. he played all roles for me - From My dad to my mother and also my best friend..

He was suffering with Cancer last stage.. I was so scared to loose him.. that I didn't left his side for a second.. I was in graduation and in another upcoming weeks I have My 1st yr final exams.. I was preparing for even My CAT Exam as well as after b.com I was going to get my admission in MBA..

I was just done with My final last Exam and comes back when I found dad laying unconscious on the Floor in the living room only.. I got scared.. at that time I didn't have even a hint of his cancer.. I hurriedly call My Favourite Uncle My Fairy Uncle - Nikhil Malhotra.. he's My dad's Best Friend and his wife - Kritika Malhotra was my Mother's best friend.. they are also our neighbours, they had done their studies together and also start their job in one Company together and their respective wife' choose to stay home as house wife..

I got equally love from both of the couples.. though my mom left me soon but dad was always there for me and also for Kritika Aunty I was her daughter Always..

As soon as I call him he hurriedly took dad for hospital.. I was shivering with fear of loosing him.. I can't be able to take it if I lost him also.. I was so vulnerable and broken that I was just sitting like a statue in the front Of ICU.. Just seeing at the Red Glowing Bulb at the top of the ICU Room.

Kritika Aunty was trying to get my attention and hugging me to react as I wasn't reacting at all.. I didn't Cry even a single tear.. As if my eyes were blocked to let my tears out or my mind which was blocked and blank.. I was sitting in her arms all emotionless and when doctor announced that dad doesn't have Much time as it's the last stage of his desease..

My body shook with the information.. I was little angry as why he didn't inform me about it..

And also doctor Told to nikhil Uncle that dad wanted to meet him first.. I clutched Kritika aunty's saree Pallu as she was still holding me and was creasing my hairs and whispering sweet nothings..

" Nandu beta.. please speak something.. and if you want then cry bacha.. it'll effect your health, otherwise.. ", Kritika Aunty request, I felt her voice chocked and her eyes were teary..

I wanted to say something.. I wanted to pledge her that to tell god not to snatch my dad.. my only Family from me.. but nothing comes out.. as if my mouth was frozed..

Just then Nikhil Uncle comes out and hold my hand and drag me inside.. I bow my head and let him drag me.. I wasn't having Enough strength even to look ahead.. My dad was dying in just next few minutes or hrs.. even it wasn't sure..

As we reached inside Nikhil Uncle make me sit on the stool near my dad's bed.. he was laying with oxygen mask on.. I didn't meet his eyes.. I was feeling Like to kill myself and go with him..

I was lost in my own land when I felt a hand holding my hand.. the hand was shivering.. I Raized my head and find dad was the one who's holding my hand.. and with another he hold Nikhil uncle's hand..

" From now on My Possession is yours.. please take care of her Nikhil.. ", Dad said with his weak voice keeping my hand on Nikhil uncle's hand.. My eyes didn't move from his face.. as if my eyes Wanted to drink his features so that I could hold myself after H....him..

" Yrr.. this is even something to ask.. Nandu is my daughter and will always be.. Don't worry I'll take care of My daughter.. ", Nikhil uncle blink his eyes promising him..

Then dad looked at me and our eyes collided, " Princess.. I'm really sorry.. I know I shouldn't hide my desease from you but then if said then we won't live all These month happily and you could be crying and I can never stand on your tears.. please never waist them.. they are so precious to your dad bacha.. ", Dad said and few tears fall down.. it was the first time my hell broke after we take him to hospital.. I hugged him Tightly and cried on his chest..

" You are so bad Mottu.. ", I Complained with The Nick name which I kept for my dad..

" I know Patlu.. but I know you love your motu.. I love you Princess.. ", Dad said creasing my Hairs.. I kept crying on his shoulder..

At that day I never left him till he left this World and me alone in the cruel world..

After Funeral Nikhil Uncle took me to his house and I just locked me in my room for 2 weeks and didn't have proper meal.. Nikhil Uncle and Kritika Aunty was hell worried and decided something for my own betterment.. I was unaware about it..

He decided to make me marry to their only Son Manik.. Who was My crush since our school days and then slowly my feelings turn to love.. I never wanted to force my feelings to him so I never confessed.. he doesn't know about it as he was always talk formally with me.. we never talk much just Hye hell at the time of gathering of our families..

He was always an ambitious person.. who always prioritise his profession above anything.. he loves his parents but never show it.. he have a golden heart always the way he love his parents always makes me to fall again for him..

I know his rule of life " No love , no Relationship " as he believe that These kind of things will become the hurdles for his career.. and I always admired him..

As I love him I always admire him.. I already love him but now as if I'm Again fallen in love with him..

I don't know why I can't able to make my heart understand.. My heart always fall in love.. with every passing seconds, minutes, days, months and years..

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Aisa kyun kar hua janu naa Main janu naa o.o. Dil sambhal ja zara Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu Dil yahin ruk ja zara Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

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