20. I’m not ready for love

Verse 1 -

Your first everything is something you can't just forget over night

It's tough to forget all but remembering makes you wanna cry

Why couldn't it have lasted longer

Why did it all end so fast and now

I'm just stuck here standing out of the crowd

Chorus -

Love is tiring and I'm ready to just stop

But I'm still oh so young and I need to calm down

It ain't nowhere to be found just yet

Cause I don't think that I'm ready just yet

If you ask me I'm okay with being lonely at the moment

I'm not ready for love

Verse 2 -

They say the hardest thing for someone is to let go

But I'm not that good at letting things move along without me

Low key I'm a mess and I just need something to hold

Bridge -

But I don't think can hold on forever

I'm getting weaker

By the day by the hour

Im trying to put myself together for love

Outro -

I just don't want to find it sure I play around

But i don't actually mean it, it's just a sound

And maybe I just need to not let that sound out if my mouth