PROLOGUE
"Love is not a word to say. It is a trust that you never want to break, it is a promise that you never want to leave that you feel from your heart. For any type of relationship trust is basement. If we fail in something we can try until we achieved. But u know what, In this whole world only trust and love can't achieve or get back as same as the one we found in the beginning of the journey of lovelife. Only in Love as we go deep we find new feelings which make our heart to jump in happiness. But once we lost trust on each other there is no use of being together even though they catch up because the only reason is we already APART from heart it will not be as fresh as beginning as sweet as the pleasure of happiness as going deep in relationship even though soul are together because when there is no heart, there is no feeling then there is no Love. Love is not something to say that I will die for someone. It is something that you assure that you will be there even in death. It is not sharing something and giving time to others. We spend time with each other. It is not holding hands with each other and roaming here and there. It is something that makes memories even in silence where only the heart speaks with each other. Nothing is great knowing what they love. It is something that when you know, what they hate for, what they fear is. Everyone can say what they love but only one person can say what they hate, when they will smile, when they will have tears. Only that person can identify which smile is real even they have a beautiful smile on lips. Only that person can hear there pain and heal there pain. Everyone has a beautiful heart but only one person can understand it and stands beside saying how long you go away from me I will be there with you still my last beat because you are my life and I'm your heartbeat." Siya said with expressionless face.
Sid observed her tears which are trying to hide behind her expressionless face. He felt like someone was stabbing his heart with a knife. He doesn't know why he felt like that. Little did he know that he can't see tears in her eyes and pain which is hidden in her smile. He want to heal her. He want see her happy. He want to be with her life long to have a journey of life to live a lovelife. He doesn't know what it is. Maybe this is only called LOVE.
"I don't know where to start, how to know but I know one thing that she is not in relation with anyone or in the past she didn't have any relationship. But why is she crying when she is talking about love? Why is she feeling pain? At any cost I need to find out." Sid said to himself with love and determination.
Now if I ask she won't say anything in fact she will shout at me. She is angry with me. I'm at fault, what to do now. I only hope is chottey now" with the thought to know what happened to siya sid went to ask his chottey.
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"What should I do with your sorry now please go. You are not at fault. It's me who trusts you. Just leave" sid heard someone familiar voice
"I will say to my aunt that you don't know anything. I will say it's me who did. Please give me chance to sa.." sid heard another voice
"Why are you irritating me now, didn't I tell you to leave? What you want now. Is there anything left that you are behind me. I didn't do anything to you.
Wait what you will say to my mom that you tried to humiliate me in front of others or to sell me "same voi..no it's siya voice sid recognised
"Don't say that he really doesn't know what meaning it has. He ju.."someone try to defend
"Just shut up. How do I look like a kid to believe whatever you say? Will you do the same with your own sister? Will you say same thing if it happens to your sister
Why I'm shouting at you it's me I trust you now that you showed your colour. I deserve this
Just leave me alone please I'm begging you"siya said
"Siy..
"Leave before I kill you. Don't show your face to me ever
Anu say to him to leave I don't know what I will do now" siya shouted at someone
"Once listed..
"Please leave her alone for sometime" anu said
"You won't leave na. Wait I won't do anything to you because it's my fault to believe you but what you will don't if I kill myself." saying siya hit her hand to the wall in anger that the sound echoed in the room and sid rushed inside only to see blood from her hand where anu stood in shock.
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"What happened ma? Why did you abort? You said that you are going for a test to the hospital then why did you abort the baby mom? What about your health? Why didn't you say before you doing your abortion? " By seeing her mother laying on bed Siya asked with the voice of not knowing what happened to her mother's sudden decision.
"Because U are the reason for my abort. U are the sole reason for my abort. From the day you were born you killed my happiness. You killed my strength. You are an IMPOVERISHED girl. When you were born your dad left me for months because you are a girl. I became distant to my family because of you. You are unlucky. Person who stays with you will suffer a lot because you are just like a saturn. Even Saturn(shani) will leave after 7years but you girl will not. One way or another you will create a problem in my life and in my family. Now HE thinks the baby is a girl. He didn't even accept the doctor saying it is a boy not a girl just because of you. U girl is useless. Giving a birth to girl is like accepting a person who is a gold digger who eats money, life, happiness what not everything in life." Tears welled up in Siya's eyes with the sudden outburst of her mother.
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Welcome to PRINCESS in search of a lovable life..
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The person whom you think is referred to as HE..??
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