Chapter 15

JAMAICA

The cafe seemed slightly better than the ones I had been to in Minneapolis, not like I had actually gone out that much which severely affected my kids they didn't have the fun childhood they were supposed to have. And I owe it all to Gordon, in my bid to give them safety I withheld happiness from them but when this is all over they will have the best childhood anyone would ever dream of.

"Lillian?" I heard a thick gruff voice called me from behind and I went weak at the knees automatically his 5'o clock shadow his scent everything made me remember the good old days before I met Gordon. The man behind my ruin.

"Jack" I whispered turning. His hair had grown inches longer that before and his lips that used to be mine. He only added a few more years and more gruff to his voice but he only looked sexier. Those light almost transparent eyes that always turned me on for a few minutes. There was only pure silence and the world seemed to have been on a standstill as I eyed his features letting my sweet past engulf me. While he did the same with nothing to read of his mind. My Jack standing right in front of me before finally closing the space between us and giving me a light peck on the cheek. I felt so many currents at once, it felt so real, so good, all this while denying my feelings it only took Gordon's true colours to get me back on track.

"Welcome back" he said taking my bag and all I could do was to smile like an idiot and follow him. He still lived simple as we walked towards his land cruiser. He didn't come with his men which was slightly risky.

"Thank you" I finally replied what was wrong with me. I'm acting like a teenager who just fell in love I have to snap out of this bullshit

JACK

She still looked the same after all these years. Her eyes shining bright still looking straight at me. I was still eyeing her features terribly before telling her to come with me I could see she was still stuck with my gaze, and I was lost with her gaze as well. All the memories from the last started flowing back.

FLASHBACK

"Jack stop" her cheery laughter filling the rooms as I held on tightly to her waist. She was the perfect figure for my body. Whoever would have taught the mafian would find love In a simple nurse how did I meet her again?... Yes at the hospital. When I got the shot second time in a row while accepting anaesthetic from her . It was the most beautiful pain I had ever and will ever receive I would have gladly accepted another bullet if it meant she would be the on to treat me again. After finally removing the bullet and wrapping a bandage around my arm there was no how I would leave this hospital without knowing her name.

"What's your name?" 8 asked while looking in her hazel eyes that still amazed me since I first looked at them. While still supporting my injured arm with the uninjured one.

"Lillian" she replied keeping her eyes away from mine by keeping herself weirdly busy which was only making m more attracted to how all her curves were in the right place. It kept on smiling at me as she made different steps and different positions. She wasn't so thick like the Latina girls that I always dreamed of hitting up with. But she did satisfy everything in me. I felt like fucking Rick Astley singing; Together forever In a mini afro and pallazo trousers while she would blush and dance and also sing along with me

"Jack" I said while still eyeing all her features.

"I'm guessing that's your name right" she asked amusement clear in her voice. That was when I decided that this girl has to be mine.

"Yes" I replied smiling sheepishly. Who would think I have handled a gun before.

"Nice to meet you" she finally said and walked away. I kept looking at the door until I couldn't even see a glimpse of her shadow.