Tempest
It’s been a week and I’m still so jumpy, adrenaline still courses through my veins whenever the memory surfaces again. Which is often.
People died. I don’t know how to live with that again and this time it wasn’t even my fault.
There’s just so much going on. I’m busying myself with my art, trying to stay positive and normal for the most part. I’m going back to work for Devon next week. I’ve got a therapy session thanks to Maddox who won’t let me say no though I think his father is behind it.
I just can’t talk to him yet. I don’t know how.
I’m trying to understand it, to understand him but I can’t process it. He had sex with somebody else. Maybe it wasn’t for pleasure, maybe it was to keep me safe…
I don’t blame him, not entirely, I just don’t know how to move past it.
“That’s incredibly dark, Pest,” Maddox comments, looking over my shoulder at my unfinished drawing.
“I had to get it out of my head.”