4

I am not the type to make impulsive decisions.

For the longest of time I've lived, I always thought with my head, not my heart.

Everything had to be organized, perfect, to my standard.

Kim Geon Woo was making me break all the possible rules I had set down.

My eyes fall on the GPS signal I'm following which is Zephyrs car before I take another right.

For three days, he had ignored me.

Three days, after I woke up next to him on the same bed, after I asked him to be in a relationship with me and he had, unkindly, rebuffed me and kicked me out.

Three days since I had been stalking and tracking him.

Zephyr was supposed to be my personal bodyguard, but I had now assigned him to watch Kim.

It was easier all those days to stay away because all Kim did was go to the bar, stay there all day and go straight home, and though I was aware that Kim Geon Woo was a great gigolo, I knew at a moment he would finally tire of his chastity and resume his ever active sex life.

Which was my fear.

My phone buzzes again and I pick as Noona's voice rings out "Eul Song? Where are you? And why did you abandon Baek?"

"I didn't abandon" I say "I left"

"Are you hearing yourself?"

"Something came up"

"I'm the one in charge of your schedule so I should be the one telling you that. It's Kim Geon Woo, isn't it?"

"Noona. I'm driving. If you should want to shout at me, do so when I have lesser risks of accidents"

"I don't care if you die!"

"Lie, sadly"

"When did you become so stubborn for heaven's sake! That boy is bad influence on you! I thought you said it was over"

"We went on a break"

"That's the opposite of what you told me!"

"Your blood pressure Noona"

"Ugh.... Fine, go, do whatever you want. I don't care"

"Thank you"

"Bitch"

And then she hangs up.

I find a smile coming up on my face before I finally see Zephyrs car up infront, going faster and parking next to him.

He's standing outside the car, legs crossed before he turns to me "Madam"

I come out of the car, locking the doors and walking to him "How long?"

"Ten minutes or so. I doubt anything has happened between them" He says.

Hmmm.

I turn to the house, a part of me gently rebuffing me for barging into someone's privacy.

Kim Geon Woo wasn't even mine to begin with.

I was just being desperate.

But still, I'd already gotten myself so deep into this that backing out wasn't an option.

"Stand by. Just in case" I say as he nods before I cross over to the house and enter.

It's a big house, I'd give it that, not as big as mine anyway (Spoilt brat talking) but big enough.

I hear humming in the kitchen, possibly the old man before I walk up the stairs to the second floor, checking all the rooms till I finally find him.

Kim is standing at the balcony, in his briefs and tank top, smoking, which wasn't an ugly sight at all "Back with the wine?"

"I apologize. I wasn't aware I should have come with that"

He immediately turns, a shocked look on his face as he throws the cigarette away "What in fucks name are you doing here?"

I walk to him on the balcony as he keeps moving back till his back is pressing the bars around as I say "Did you notice? I dyed my hair. Do you like it?"

His eyes fly up to my head then to my face "You're freaking me out Eul"

"Here"

I hold his hand and raise it to my hair, letting out a small sigh "I thought you'd like it. You don't seem like you do though. It's hurtful"

I hear the room of the door open as a man's loud voice says "What are you doing in my house?!"

Baek turns to him but I hold his face, making him look at me "Don't turn around. Focus on me. Did you not miss me? Three days without you was hell"

"Hey I'm talking to.....!"

"If you move one step closer to us" I say, letting my head rest on Kim Geon Woo's chest as I sigh "Your head would be blown off"

"Eul Yi Song? Why.... Why is there a red dot on his head?"

"Hmmmm?"

I look up at him, nearly pouting "Are you... Are you still looking at him? I don't like it"

His eyes are widened as he says "You look crazy for fucks sake"

I sigh, standing straight and raking my hand through my hair "True. True. I must sound delirious"

Turning around, I face the man who's now looking petrified with the dot on his head as I say "I apologize for barging in. I don't want anything from you Sir, except this man, he belongs to me"

"No, I do not fucking...."

"If you could just kindly leave us to settle our disputes, I'd really like that" I say calmly "But of course, if you don't want that. Zephyr would happily blow you up right now"

"Ah fuck" He says as he leaves the room.

As soon as I turn around, I feel him punch my face as I stagger backwards, feeling the metallic taste in my mouth as he snaps "Do you think I would follow you after this shit you pulled? Are you fucked up in the head you psychotic piece of shit!"

"Owww"

My hand feels my face as I say "This... This is the first time I've been punched. It feels.... No, it really hurts. Will you touch me?"

"No! Go away"

"Kim Geon Woo"

I pull him into me now as he freezes in my arms while I say "Is it because we didn't have sex? I know how much you like it. I'm all healed now, would you like to do it right now?"

His eyes widens "What? Here?"

"Or we could go to my house" I say "I'd rather my house, could we?"

"I don't...."

"I'd pay" I say "I just don't want you fucking another men, that's all. If you don't like it, fine, we'd skip, but all I'm asking is that you come with me. You'd enjoy it, I promise"

His eyes stare at me with such shock and terror that it finally hits me how absurd I sound.

How.... How unlike me I sound?

Have I... Have I forgotten i don't have a dick in my jealousy stage?

He looks away "Fine. I'd meet you downstairs in five minutes. Get out"

He pushes me outside and I stand there, at the door waiting, checking my watch constantly.

If this surpasses five minutes, I'm definitely breaking down this door.

One...

Four...

Five minutes, fifty nine seconds...

The door opens and he cusses out as he says "I said downstairs!"

I sigh "I.... I thought you'd run away"

"We're at the fucking top floor. How would I have ran away?" He snaps "Fuck, why am I even following you? You're definitely a psycho and...."

I push him on the wall and kiss him there.

The cigarette tastes still lingers in his mouth and all my body wanted was to take the taste away which involved me kissing hard, holding his head closer to mine and sucking hard until I slowly pulled away, looking down "You're turned on already by just a kiss?"

His cheeks redden as he says "I was already bloody turned on before then"

"I would have noticed" I say gently, bending and kissing his forehead "I'd make you happy Kim Geon Woo. Let's leave this place"

He shoves me away there and though I move on some few steps back, it hurt "I already agreed to follow you. Didn't I?" Before he walks down the stairs.

Why.... Why is he so difficult?