6

I draw the outline of his lips, the shapes they had been when I had thrusted deep into him, the little drool that had escaped his lips every time he tried to speak but could not and the way his body had quivered under my touch....

I have drawn everything...

Except his eyes...

Yesterday afternoon, the memories coming back to me as I stop my sketching half way.

"Could you at least untie my hands?" Kim Geon Woo asks as I ignore him, setting the glass on my desk as I bring out a blindfold.

His eyes widens there "What.. what are you..."

"Do you know how upset I am?" I say as I come closer to him "You were flaunting yourself like you somehow own your body, which is so wrong that I get mad"

"Eul Yi Song. Can you untie me so we can..."

I hold his face and use my thumbs to brush his lips "I really do not want to cover your mouth too. It would be a shame if you don't shut up"

He seems to stop there, his eyes still wide as if he wants to change his mind before I put the blindfold over his eyes and knot it "Did you know? I was once a scout and had a badge for having the best knots cause you could never get out of any one I made?"

He just grumbles as a reply.

I smile "I am glad you are beginning to get how it works now"

Though I am sad that i have to cover his eyes because I am in love with them as well, I know that it is the only way to do what I want in peace.

I make him lay on the bed as I begin to unbutton his shirt "All your muscles are tensed, relax. I do not want an organ in your body"

"You can't take the goddamn shirt off with my hands tied"

"Kim Geon Woo"

I use my knee to press his dick as he lets out a small groan while I say "You don't get to sound bratty while I have you tied. The power of dominating you is already addictive as it is. Do not push me to abuse it Sunbae"

He says nothing there as I sigh and move away, picking scissors from my desk and moving it to his body "You would need to stay still now. One wrong move and I might remove your nipples"

He is still quiet until I begin to shred the shirt.

He somehow bites his lip, as if to stop himself from saying something else while I try my best to be careful as to not injure him, but after a while, I notice how red and pointy his nipples have become and how his dick pulsed infront of me "Sunbae? Is the scissors turning you on?"

"You're the one being so slow with them and rubbing them on me! And they are cold for christ sakes!"

I stare at him, bending to his lips "Sunbae must be a pervert to like this sort of things. You like being shouted at and now being threatened with a scissors is added on the list"

"Can you just fuck me and get this over with?"

I sigh, moving away then sitting on a chair "You have turned me off now"

"What?"

He is suddenly seated up on the bed, his trousers still off as his erection stares at me, his chest bare as he says "You... You can't be serious"

"You are sounding like you would rather be off and gone"

"Yeah I'd like that. After you duck me"

"I don't know Sunbae. It's my dick you're talking about here"

He seems to curse on all the elements in the world under his breath before he suddenly goes on his knees.

I stare, raising an eyebrow as he says "Please"

"Please?"

"Fuck me"

The sentence seems to send jolts through me as I reach out to the tie around his hand, pulling him closer.

He seems to stumble a bit but still reaches me as I raise his chin to look at me, and though he cannot see me, I seriously wish I could see his eyes "Say it again"

"Please, fuck me"

I find myself kissing him there.

Ever since that day, I had studied it, I knew how the mechanism of kissing worked and could write a handbook on it.

But kissing Kim Geon Woo always seemed to have its own technique that did not exist in books.

It seemed to suck me out of my soul and render me powerless and useless till we needed to breathe.

When I pull away, staring at his lips, I say "Back to bed. The bribe worked"

There seems to be a grin coming up on his face until I say "Just don't expect me to be gentle as I was going to be at the beginning"

Through out the night, I made sure he got off and moaned loud enough to the heavens or anyone else who wanted to listen.

I studied the curve of his body when he cummed.

The melodies he made when he was at the edge.

And the way he looked when he seemed to be going crazy at what I was doing.

But not once was I able to see his eyes.

And I deeply regret it.

"Eul Yi Song!"

I hear the door to my house open and slam loudly as Noona walks in, boots clanking loudly as I shut my drawing pad and stand "Good morning to you too"

"Where is he?"

I raise an eyebrow "Who?"

"Kim Geon Woo"

I sigh, rubbing my eyebrows "He is still sleeping, why?"

"Why?" She asks "WHY?"

I raise an eyebrow there as I say "Yes. Why?"

She seems to let out a low growl, shaking her head "How long can you keep this up? Cutting your hair, dying your hair, even changing your way of dressing? Do you think it would last Eul Song?"

I move to the coffee table and pick my mug, sipping from it "If you would keep your voice down. A while"

"A while is not enough. Do you want your heart broken?"

"Who says my heart would get broken?"

"If it continues like this, it definitely will. No one likes being lied to"

I stay quiet, sipping more from the tea before I add "It wouldn't be a lie if he falls in love with me"

"You aren't sure that would happen"

"Give us three months then" I say "I have this under control. I just need you to help manage it if something else goes haywire"

"Which means?" She asks.

"I would like it if the paparazzi stays out of my hair for that period" I say "For some reason, he does not know who I am or who Father is, if he did, he would know I am a female and definitely hate me"

"Or what if he already knows and is planning to suck you dry?" She says "Plot twist"

"I am the one who wants to pay him Noona, he did not ask for it" I reply "And I do have a lot of money through out the years that I never touched. I have finally seen someone I want to spend it on"

"Give it to people who deserve it. Like Charity!"

"Noona, I don't care about charity, but I care about Kim Geon Woo"

She lets out another growl, tapping her feet incessantly on the ground "This is going to end badly, I know this for a fact cause I watch movies and I'm good at this sort of things. You would regret this and somehow blame me and..."

"Thank you" I cut in "I appreciate your help"

Her eyes widen there before she sighs and begins to rub her temples "I would be at the company through out today so Zephyr would be the one looking out for you. Your Father too has been requesting about you lately anyway and he has something big to tell you. Don't ask what it is, go meet the old man yourself"

I chuckle there "You're no fun"

"Eul Yi Song"

I stare at her "Mhmmm?"

"This wouldn't end in a good way"

I smile "I don't believe in sad endings Noona"