I was literally trembling the entire time that I followed behind Uncle Dominic to the dining room. What was making it all worse than it should have been was the fact that Uncle Dominic wasn't saying a word as he led me through the halls and down the stairs. Was he mad at me? I had a feeling that he was. And it was all my fault too.
I hadn't told Finnick to stop. I had been too frozen for that. I had not been able to tell him that I didn't want him to kiss me and that made him think that he was allowed to do that. And when Uncle Dominic saw it, he probably thought that I had instigated it all or something.
I was such a horrible person. I was never able to do anything right at all. What was wrong with me? How could I do this over and over? How come I wasn't able to do anything right, ever?