Mum

It seems that mum is tired due to work if I'm right she has about two jobs I'm worried so I'm gonna make her break feast when she gets home I my glad I know how to cook due to papa I hope it will taste just as kid as papas did.I made mum eggs pancakes and got her coffee mums a pes-cat-arian so she wouldn't want bacon I know since I asked her.I can't wait til mum gets home and sees what I have done for her it's been three hours fourth seven minutes but she hasn't the returned home yet I'm sad will she come home late again I hope not the breakfast is already so cold now.eeeh wha Ah I fell asleep what time is it oh it's two fourth six mum should be home now did she eat the breakfast we're is it wait I have to sweep the kitchen so no roach or mice can come dododododo done now why…why is the breakfast in the…in the garbage.I gotta go see mum maybe she didn't like it or it was bad I have to know I…I want to know.Mum are you in here "WHAT" I um want to know if you didn't like the breakfast I made for you. "Oh so I was right it was you who made it haven't I told you already that I WON'T AND NEVER WANT TO EAT OR TOUCH THINGS YOU HAVE TOUCHED GOD DAMN FUCKING MAGGOT GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!"I'm sorry night mum bye,why doesn't mum like me am I just a worthless child to her can I not do anything right why do I always mess up I so horrible I deserve to fuck off I should just leave I can't be a nuisance for ever.I don't want to be a nuisance but I am I'm soooooo horrible horrible horrible child that can't do anything right.I should just die so mum can be happy again.No I can't do that then papa and my big siblings would be sad that I have left so I will just do as mamma says and continue on.Yeah all I gotta do is follow orders and everything will be alright(It was never alright in the first place).