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We lost! That's it! I lost the gamble with him. I lost the only way to prevent him messing with her life. No, no perhaps there is another way, an example is me not meeting her again. But still even if I do that I wouldn't loose my feelings! Even tho my face is almost unchanging, underneath I am just like everybody else.

I can't stop him from taking control of me... My existence is now under his control and there is nothing I can do physically, magically, spiritually, etc. Should I ask my parents? No, he won against me fair and square and they wouldn't interfere.

But how was she even a part of his plan? He was sealed thousands of years ago before she was born- unless there was a spell tracking my time

Since she did specifically said that she couldn't leave that planet until that day.... Damn it! Why did I never think about what she said?

The fact she had a copy of the diary already means someone knows him. I searched for other copies of that diary but found only another 1.

If only I am a bit special unlike those 3. Jared can adapt more easily, Yin can rewrite someone's character, Ashura can basically do all that stuff. But what do I have? Just some lame better at processing information, but Ashura can do that too and Jared knows how to process information too!

But the most infuriating thing is that I trip randomly. Tho if was reduced thanks to her, but I still trip

"ow"

See! I just tripped.

Ugh

I opened my eyes and saw myself at a hospital sitting in its entrance... Ow! I suddenly felt a sharp pain on my arm

I saw the words engraved under my skin "Don't worry, won't posses you for some time". It instantly healed the moment I made it healed

But phew at least he has some decency.

But still, even if we stop him I suspect that it is just a part of his plan.

But why does he even have that diary in the first place? I doubt that he hasn't finished reading all that yet considering all the information it stores.

Does he plan on showing me or them something inside it? I don't know. But what I should be doing is understanding his plan and goal.

Going back to her, I should reduce my time on spending time with her to hopefully reduce my affection towards her which may be effective against him.

Now, there is probably something that I can do which is to destroy his corps- no it still too early. But I should locate it, it probably is just inside planet Earth covered by barrier which prevents anyone lesser than 7 dimensions can't enter

I teleported to Earth and scanned it but couldn't. Perhaps dad moved or placed it somewhere else?