Regrets

"You are selfish and a coward."

Chloe said to me without any hesitation and with some disappointment in her voice.

"m-me? A coward and selfish! ?! I had to! He mightve hurt her!"

I screamed back at her. This was unlike my regular me. This was me releasing all my emotions.

"and what does you breaking up with her do? What makes you think breaking up with her will not spare her from his wrath. You are selfish"

"no no no!"

"trust and love is difficult to build. And it takes a single sentence to break it. And you? You broke it over nothing."

I just listened

"no, you broke up with her to lessen your grief when he takes his wrath on them."

She left the room without looking back. Did I just do it? Now that I think about it, why did I even broke up with her? And not just that, I insulted her and broke our friendship. Over what?

A hope that Ashura won't kill them? A hope that my grief would decrease. In fact, I think it will just increase.

The guilt will just increase my grief.

I now have a determination, I want to fix our relationship. Even if we can't become a couple or friends again, atleast if she understands why, then it'll be worth it.

I teleported to her front door and knocked on the door. I knew her dad isn't here but why are the servants not coming to greet a guest?

I waited for a couple minutes until someone finally opened it and, it was her who opened it along with her servants behind her. She just stared at me with anger in her eyes

"leave us"

She commanded the servants behind her with a tired voice

"b-but!"

An hesitant servant denied her request. Brave but foolish. Can't they read the atmosphere?

"you're fired get out"

Her mood really is bad

"kuh! maam pls!"

The now ex servant begged her while her ex colleagues just watched the woman begging to keeo her job. I wonder how life is in dad's territories for an average person.

"take this unemployed plebian away! And once again, leave us!"

The servants now made a decision. They grabbed their ex colleague and walked away from us.

She stepped outside of the house to meet me in the same room which is outside.

"have you come here to ask for forgiveness. If so- then"

I interrupted her

"I have come here not to ask for your forgiveness. What I did was just so out of line that it is unforgivable. But I do wish you can forgive me, but the probability of that is low."

"oh?"

She said in a mocking tone with coldness on her voice

"What I did came here for, is to ask for your understanding to why I did it"

"let me hear it then"

"...."

I then started my explanation to why I did it

"I was scared- both to hurt my feelings and to lose you"

"and you did lose me"

"what I meant to say was- I didn't want you to die. I was stupid, really stupid that I broke up with you thinking he will spare you if we are no longer in a relationship. But- no, he can just do it and it would still hurt for me. And I was a coward. I was so afraid to be hurt that the thought came in my mind that if I break up with you and fill my heads with negative words the pain would decrease. But- I figured it out too late that it would just make it worst. "

"...."

"..."

There was complete silence for me

"you broke my heart- but" a small genuine smile and some tears appeared in her face

"I forgive you, so i hope we can still remain as friends just as before"

.... What!?

"hmhm!"

She lets out a giggle

"what?"

"nothing, it's just funny and shocking to see your face and voice expressing emotions"

She leaped and dropped herself to my chest which made me catch her with my arms. She embraced my body with her arms while I am trying so hard to not let her fall. This is so unfair.

Wait.

I suddenly dropped my smile she said was showing on my face and returned to my usual apathetic appearance.

She still kept rubbing her face on my chest but I ignored it. There are things much more important now. I increased the pressure on my hug on her which confused her a bit. She looked up and saw my face and was scared a bit. Was she scared of me or the upcoming danger? Who knows

"Yang?"

I ignored her calling my name just set up a new world around us. A seperate world from this oxo while also still inside it. I waited until the oxo will be destroyed but since it didn't I got confused.

This aura- is so deadly. For weak beings like her, she can't sense it. But for me, while it won't harm me, I can sense the danger it carries. A single aura alone is tearing this oxo apart except this multiverse. I let her go after returning her to the ground. I cast a spell in front of me to know what is happening in the oxo. Everything seems fine at first, but that aura-. Near it is my Jared's aura, but it is almost unnoticeable.

I then saw the entire oxo except my home multiverse and some planets go white. I didn't know how it was destroyed. By energy? By magic? Or by his aura? But what confuses me is that there are a lot of people who survived that white. More than trillions survived. In fact infinite beings survived, just scattered everywhere. But- they don't have an aura, nor life. They are just like robots.

"I'll be coming back, just stay calm"

I increased my strength, speed, mental strength and speed with magic. I decided I am not going to hold back. I unlocked all of my hidden dimensions and folded them to becone 3d again to not spare the effort into protecting all of my points across all dimensions. I am now 9,767 dimensions on a 3d body.

I immediately teleported to where those two are fighting.

Jared POV

The worm exploded itself and retreated, but without leaving me a present. A present of pure annihilation. I had trouble keeping myself alive but I somehow regenerated again and the threat of death was once again gone.

I just stared at the figure while trying to hold my body from collapsing. His appearance was like of a childs while also looking at his early 20's. He has beautiful dirty blonde hair. But his eyes are the most terrifying things I ever saw.

His eyes were red just like mine, my siblings or my parents. But the design on them are unique. Majority of them are like my mom's which were really gentle, and beautiful. While some random parts in his eyes are like my dads which were like power, superiority, and command.

Without his smile, it is impossible to tell whether he is serious or not. And now, he is serious.

And his pupil. Pure darkness. No light, just pure dark. A colour of a regular iris may be black, but it atleast reflects just a bit of light. But his are just darkness. His pupils contain a lot of information, and those information are destroying any waves that enter his eyes.

"[{<¦what gave you the desire to try and prevent me from gaining my true body and power back? ¦>}]"

He said in a gentle, curious and cheerful tone, devoid of any malice.

Perhaps this constant change in my personality is a mistake if a half human half celestial is kept away from its birth parents? I noticed that the three already had a fixed and constant personality. I even know what my true personality is, but I kept contradicting it. Of course, Ashura may be a problem to my hypothesis, but he did remained with mom and dad up until he was already "matured".

So, for my true personality and an exaggerated amount of my current persobality, I answered.

"because for me, it is the moral thing to do"

I immediately shot a beam towards the crystal and it broke. He doesn't seem shocked to what happened. He just stared at me with a smile. Was that a part of his plan? Did it not mattered if it would change his plan? Or was he coping about not being able to get his concept back

"[{<¦incomplete¦>}]"

He said with a smile and a happy tone

"[{<¦well whatever! Atleast I can do this without any fear of being erased again!¦>}]"

"[{<¦GREAT WHITE THRONE!¦>}]"

He screamed for his attack to come, but I just immediately decapitated him with an axe filled with the highest degree of enchantments I made.

Noticing it barely did anything to him, I launched him away with a beam of light meant to erase everything in its path. But all it did was knock it away without any burns.

I do not know how to counter his regeneration. Even just his physical body, it was so fast that the moment the blade moves away from a tissue, it regenerates. And that is me already moving at high speed. He is weaker than that guy on pandemonium, but he sure will be smarter.

"[{now that is a rude thing! ¦>}]"

I noticed around me a floating head is orbiting me. I exploded it bit it was for naught since he just disconnected the intersection asap the moment I noticed.

I found him whispering all ny himself, so I walked towards him with magic circles as my floor and some mana to keep me from flying away.

Something emerged from nothingness, I felt no mana from that bright light. It was full of mana, pure mana that I can barely locate the throne and potential energy meant for light waves hiding in the mana cloud

(they are moving at top speeds thus light cannot move yet. Normally the great white throne emits a bright white light but due to them moving, it is still potential energy)

I thrusted myself with my left foot and pushed myself towards him.

But I immediately telepirted away due to the sudden appearance harpoons trying to penetrate atound me.

I kept slicing my body parts that were caught. Its size doesnt matter, they have the same power as the other. Which makes it troublesome since a really small harpoon keeps holding me without me noticing until its too late due to the size only being an atom small.

But what it terrifying is that while the chair is made up of mana, these harpoons aren't.

I finally made a breakthrough and immediately teleported behind him and went for a stab.

I then felt my head explode. We were both stabbed by the same harpoon. I cannot teleport away.

Some harpoons then penetrated my hands and chains bounded my entire body.

He teleported away and the hole in his head immediately healed. There was no magic involved, only his physical capabilities.

"[{<¦ひひひひひひひ, I wonder how many people you killed considering the strength of great white throne. But oh well! Don't worry, you won't stay dead. Just a tiiny bit! K? ¦>}]"

""

He immediately stopped casting to stop a blade coming for his head. And that blade was from Yang. The thing that confuses me is how he easily knew Yang was there and how accurate the calculation to stop his blade. There was no mana and energy wasted, all mana and energy was used accurately to stop that attack.

It was different when he stops mine