Thousand Things Will Change

Xiao You Ren smiled kindly and received the package from the hands of the courier figure standing in front of his apartment door.  Immediately he closed the door after the courier left.  His breathing was calmer and the restlessness that had settled on him gradually evaporated away.  The relief slowly creeps in.  At first he was so scared that it was Wang Xian Wei who came, while in his apartment there was still Zhao Yuzi.  That girl would definitely question a lot of things that made Xiao You Ren feel dizzy.

 "Just a courier?"  asked a voice coming from the kitchen.

 Xiao You Ren nodded in response.  Placed the package box on the table and walked over to the figure.

 "Yuzi, are you going home now?"  asked Xiao You Ren impressed to chase the girl away.

 Zhao Yuzi looked probingly at the man, but it wasn't too obvious.  Afraid that Xiao You Ren would feel uncomfortable.  She grabbed her bag and started to take steps towards the door of apartment.  Xiao You Ren followed behind without another word, intending to take Zhao Yuzi home safely.  At least until the girl got into a taxi.

 "That's it, You Ren," Zhao Yuzi said at the door.  She gazed gently at Xiao You Ren and intended to stroke his matted black hair.

 A small smile spread across Xiao You Ren's lips, not resisting the girl's treatment.

 "Sorry, Yuzi," Xiao You Ren said again.  Apologizing for things that were never known to go wrong.  It was always like that, as if whatever he did was never right.

 Zhao Yuzi's hands turned to hold Xiao You Ren's hands and smiled widely.  Expressing her joy to be channeled to men who are considered important.  "Don't keep apologizing, You Ren.  I can't hold in any more sorry."  A crisp laugh then floated along with her words.  Zhao Yuzi and her jovial nature can indeed make heavy things light.

 "Don't forget to eat, oke? Bye," Zhao Yuzi's last words before walking away.

 Xiao You Ren looked at the girl's departure still with a gentle smile.  A gust of night wind brushed against his bare skin, enough to send chills down to his bones, but Xiao You Ren was reluctant to enter before seeing Zhao Yuzi completely disappear from the front of the apartment building.

 "Zhao Yuzi?"

 Another voice came from behind Xiao You Ren, taking him by surprise.  Xiao You Ren flinched and turned around to look at the person.  Wang Xian Wei stood with a lopsided smile and his eyes followed Zhao Yuzi's movements below.  Xiao You Ren couldn't predict the aura that was emitting, nor was the meaning of the gaze that was now colliding with his eyes.

 "S-Sir…" Xiao You Ren's voice cracked.  Still trying to neutralize the shock he experienced a moment ago.

 Xiao You Ren's eyes shifted, nothing was seen except the eyes and face of the man in front of him.  He felt he was being judged if he kept staring with those dark eyes.

 "That girl is your lover?"  asked Wang Xian Wei.  Feeling quite curious about the relationship between the two employees, but nothing more.  After all, Xiao You Ren's private life was not his right to interfere even though they had a contract.

 Surprised.  That feeling had been haunting Xiao You Ren since a few minutes ago and who knows how long it would continue to terrorize his heart.  Not only did Wang Xian Wei suddenly appear standing behind him, now that ridiculous question had the same effect on  Xiao You Ren.  He tried to shake off his urge to remain silent and replied, "No sir.  We are just friends and earlier Yuzi returned my car which was left behind yesterday. I don't have a lover." 

 A satisfied nod was seen from Wang Xian Wei.  Feel relieved about that fact.  Even though he didn't mind Xiao You Ren's romance, he honestly was happier to know that Xiao You Ren wasn't dating anyone.  Because things will obviously be troublesome later.

 Xiao You Ren started to play with his thoughts, about how he could possibly have a lover.  As for being really close to someone, he's afraid, let alone getting into a relationship.  Only to Zheng Liam did he dare to cross the boundaries of his feelings, but even then it proved to him that there was really nothing he deserved in return for his feelings.  Maybe he was meant to be alone until selfishness filled his heart and made him want to fight for his feelings.

 Xiao You Ren's thoughts stopped there, a light tap on the shoulder brought him back to his senses.  He glanced at the figure of the culprit who was also staring at him.  For a moment they entangled with each other in unreadable eyes until Wang Xian Wei cleared his throat, severing the rope one-sidedly.

 "S-Sir, let's go in," Xiao You Ren stuttered.  Trying to neutralize his somewhat awkward feeling.

 They entered the modest apartment with Xiao You Ren's guidance.  Invited Wang Xian Wei to sit down while he went to the kitchen to get two glasses of water.  But Wang Xian Wei did not do what the owner of the house said.  Instead, he followed Xiao You Ren's steps into the kitchen without the man knowing.  When Xiao You Ren was about to reach for the glass, his hand was already grabbed, causing the glass that was not really tightly gripped to fall and shatter.  Makes a loud sound that fills the silence of the night.

 "Sir!"  Xiao You Ren exclaimed in surprise.  Eyes wide not expecting to be attacked at such a time.

 Not quite up there.  His body was turned and slightly pushed back, hitting the cold wall.  The two still gripping hands moved to the top of his head with Wang Xian Wei's one firm hand restrained.  The other hand lifted Xiao You Ren's chin, meeting their gazes before their complementary lips parted, intertwining with each other.  Scrape the gap between the two of them. 

 Wang Xian Wei ferociously gave out rough kisses, occasionally biting the lower lip of the man who was under his domination.  His hand gripped Xiao You Ren's jaw tighter, making the part of the lips more wide open and making it easier for him to invade the small mouth.

 Xiao You Ren's breath was getting heavier and like a squeezing made his lungs feel tight.  He moved his hand that was above his head, hoping that Wang Xian Wei would understand his point.  Wang Xian Wei suddenly let go of Xiao You Ren's lips and turned to the long neck that looked so beautiful if you added a few more bites.  The sound of sighs drifted from Xiao You Ren's lips, becoming the background music that added to the heat within each of them.

 The increasingly uncontrollable atmosphere seemed to force them to continue the game to even more intimate stages.

 Wang Xian Wei felt a light movement in his legs.  Rubbing and playing around that made him curious.  Decided to take his lips off Xiao You Ren's neck and found a furry beast staring at him spoiled and meowing.  This succeeded in spurring Wang Xian Wei's heartbeat which was getting faster.  His long legs kicked the cat in annoyance until it hit the wall and made a sound of pain.

 "Lie," Xiao You Ren called.  Chasing the cat that has run into the house.

 But Wang Xian Wei's hand grabbed his hand and pushed Xiao You Ren's small body violently again.  Gripping the man's jaw while his own jaw tightened even more.  "Listen," Wang Xian Wei hissed right in front of Xiao You Ren's pale face.  "Next time I don't want that cat in this place.  Throw that disgusting creature away or I'll do it myself."  He violently released the grip on Xiao You Ren's jaw, causing the boy's head to slightly hit the wall.

 Before actually walking out of Xiao You Ren's apartment, Wang Xian Wei rearranged his clothes.

 His footsteps trembled following Wang Xian Wei's departure.  After the burly figure disappeared behind the elevator, Xiao You Ren immediately entered his apartment and closed the door tightly, exploring room after room to find the cat. 

 "Lie!"  he exclaimed.  Called several times, finally a weak squawk could be heard from under the bed.  Xiao You Ren's fingers brushed the dangling sheets, covering under his bed.

 "Lie, it's me.  Come here!"  Xiao You Ren reached out his hand and tried to grab Lie's body which was getting deeper and deeper into the pit.

 Seeing that, Xiao You Ren couldn't help but feel pain.  After all Lie is the only friend who is always there every day.  He picked up the cat when he had a complicated problem at his college.  Taking care of it like the cat was himself and now Xiao You Ren had to throw it away.  The corners of Xiao You Ren's eyes began to water, he hugged Lie's body who looked in pain and occasionally placed a kiss on the base of the cat's head.

 "I'm sorry, Lie.  Sorry," Xiao You Ren whispered.  Realizing that everything in his life will slowly change and become increasingly out of his control.  Once again Xiao You Ren realized that he had imprisoned himself.