The priest (2)

The priest (2)

You are nowhere close to being nothing to ANYONE, he is blessed to have you in his pathetic little life; little Reina.

Pushing those thoughts to the back of my mind i being to speak "sooo… you and Petra?" His eyes widen than narrow in an instant

"Sooo… you and the King?" THE NERVE..

"ARE FRIENDS! NOTHING MORE nor do we kiss at all or ever." I cant help the tears coming down so I continue "so i ask again. How do you lead me to believe in love, then run to Petra" a long silence stirs until Matt tries to break it.

" She's a mere distraction to remedy my mind from the thoughts going on of what happens between you and the king. We've only ever kissed nothing serious. I meant what I said to you."

"It doesn't seem like you meant it with how quick you moved on, in the end you'd hurt us both. That's not love nor even care. That's just selfishness" he begins to pout at my reaction.

"I'm sorry, i didn't see how selfish i had become i got so jealous with the kings attention towards you he's fond of you and tries so hard and everyone can see it"

" I don't trust the kings intentions but i feel i can still trust the king himself, as confusing as that may seem. The king is not courting me nor do i nhave that intention. I am here to occupy the court and dieter them from the king. In return we all get to stay here for FREE and i learn the ways of royalty." Its the truth and though Tobias does sometimes stir me with all the flirtations. Although i cant seem to get rid of the feeling of familiarity with Tobias, as if a part of me is drawn to him and trust him fully.

"Okay, ari… i trust you. And i do love you and only you."he exclaims then kisses my cheek.

"I love you too but we need space; in less than a couple weeks you've kissed someone else and i need to be clear of all relationships right now to focus on the studies i have in store for me". I refuse to let him think I'm easy and he can do whatever he wants when he's with me. I look at his deep dark brown eyes once more before departing to my quarters. Looking back to Matt still standing where i left him. He simply nods and walks back into his room.

Upon reaching the door to my room i hear Petra yelling at Matt "i hate you, i cant believe you! You'll regret this; you and that bitch aria. I hate you, how can you she's such a dam SLU-" at that instant a loud scary familiar voice rumbles the very ground "YOU DARE!, SPEAK ABOUT ARIA LIKE THAT AGAIN AND I PROMISE YOU'LL NOT JUST RETURN ALONE TO KALATORAH. YOU WONT BE IN THE BEST SHAPE EITHER PETRA!" I turn again to see a trembling Petra crying on the floor head down as if she collapsed through his words. Trying very hard to speak she manages "yes, I'm so sorry Lex" she say while getting up she runs to her doorway but when our eyes meet she runs for the gardens where i left gwen. Finally I'm able to go to my room and change out of this dress.