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  Roland POV

Time flew by so quickly, that I lost my dad in a car accident a few days after Nancy blew up into flames right in front of our eyes.

I had lost everything in the blink of an eye, my father was the only thing I thought I had left but I lost him too, a heartbreak too much to bear, I restored to drinking to bury my grief and sorrow there was nothing to live for and just like that I waited for death to come for me, I got used to three most important women in my life and for me, my world revolves around them.

I felt blessed being able to have someone that close to me and then they all left one after the other first it was Betty then Mary-Anne and then Nancy.