Is it worth it?

Nancy's POV

I stared through the window as my gaze fell on the oval shape which comprised brightness and the tallest flower in the centre, most were pure white and a few bright colours words cannot describe how magnificent this sight was everything was perfect but my heart sank deeper and deeper into sorrow and agony my heart yeans for something or should I say, someone.

I'm missing him so much that it's starting to hurt badly there is a void in my heart and in my soul that prevents me from being happy.

I yearn for him so so much that my heart can't be at peace it's been 10 months but it feels like everlasting torture without them and I can't even hold it together.

I'm afraid to even blink because I might forget what they look like and think my babies who have never been away from me are forced to move on without me.

My heart breaks and I'm unable to breathe and struggling to find a balance.