Cassandra's uncomfortable heart

The restaurant is not far from them

This is one of the biggest restaurants here, it's only natural that the design is very cool.

The chandelier was placed on the table and the color of the lamp used was a dim yellow that gave off a romantic atmosphere.

Going inside, Su Yang already saw a lot of people, even so, he didn't hear any annoying noise, there were only their conversations with their table mates. all the tables had prepared glasses and plates that were very neat, every table.

There was also a candle in the center of the table, it could be considered as a 'dining friend' if they ate alone, at least it was not so lonely.

Suddenly, a waiter came to them, she greeted them and started a conversation.

Waiter: Good evening, Sir. How many people are at your party?

Su Yang: We'd like a table for 2, please.

Waiter: We have a smoking and non-smoking section, also an indoor and outdoor area. Which area do you prefer?

Su Yang: Non-smoking section in the indoor area. Do you have that seat available?

Waiter: Yes, we do. Right this way, Sir.

Su Yang: Alright.

The two of them were guided by the waiter to a table. Su Yang held Cassandra's hand and went to the left-end table recommended by the waiter, the atmosphere here was quieter and it was near the window. moreover, the scenery outside was very beautiful, with many tall buildings that had beautiful designs and there were also some tall rides outside visible up to here. since it was already late at night, the buildings and rides were all lit up which looked aesthetic.

Waiter: "Are you ready to order?" She said as she gave them both a menu book

The two of them opened the menu book and chose for a moment.

Su Yang: Yes, I'd like one Steak Wagyu A5, and one red wine.

Cassandra: I'd like to order Lobster thermidor with potatoes, for a drink, I wanna choose red wine only.

Waiter: Which kind of Steak do you want sir? We have rare, medium rare, medium, medium well, and well done.

Su Yang: I chose the medium well level of doneness.

Waiter: Here's your order. Is it all complete?

Su Yang: How about you Cassandra? it's all complete?

Cassandra: Yes I have done

After finishing, they both closed the menu book and handed it to the waiter.

Waiter: Please enjoy!

the two of them spent about 40 minutes at the restaurant

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Because there was a lot of luggage, Su Yang contacted mall security and asked for help to carry both of their luggage to the car.

inside the car

"How about you Cassandra, happy enough?"

"I'm very happy Su Yang, this is the best day, thank you," she said while holding Su Yang's hand.

"Alright alright, it's late, want to go again or go straight home" Su Yang looked at the clock and it was already 21.00, they had fun for quite a while

Cassandra put her chin in her hands, in a thinking pose

"I haven't been to a bar in a while, let's go there"

"Do you go to bars often? I don't know much about that place" Su Yang asked.

Hearing Su Yang's question, Cassandra panicked and explained

"No no, I don't go to bars often, it was only twice when I had my graduation ceremony and my 17th birthday," she said in a fast and panicked tone.

Seeing her overly panicked expression Su Yang said

"eh, there's no need to react like that, I'm just asking, even if you frequent bars, I won't protest, that's your life, all you decide, even if I'm upset, I have no right to be angry, I'm not a relative or a special person to you" Su Yang replied

"Sorry" hearing Su Yang's words, Cassandra's heart became a little uncomfortable, From his words, I can think that I'm also not a special person to him. yes I am not who he is, and he is also not who I am, we are just acquaintances by chance, it's okay Cassandra, be strong.

After that, I turned my head to the glass and stared at the scenery on the street for a very long time, but somehow I refused the words "I'm not a special person to you" it made her defenses weaken even more and tears slowly collected in my eyes.

hold it, Cassandra, don't blink, he was just expressing his gratitude, after all, we just met by chance. but why does this feel so poignant? so painful! she realized that the two of them were just casual acquaintances, why do I expect more? don't be a cheap woman!!!

I don't know him very well, he must also think I'm not a special person to him, I don't know his life but why would I want to be a special person to him?

Bang!!!

Cassandra's defense was shattered, she blinked and tears fell down her smooth cheeks, she couldn't hold back anymore and let out a crying sound slowly.

Su Yang next to her felt a little strange and looked at Cassandra.

She turned her head so far to the side that Su Yang could only see the back of her head.

It's just that, what was that sound?

Su Yang turned his gaze to the glass and saw Cassandra's tears slowly falling.

Su Yang felt it was his fault, he probably said words that made her hurt, but I said my words casually okay, well, calm Cassandra down first, I probably still don't realize my mistake.

.

I held her hand and said

"cassandra, what's wrong with you, don't cry like that"

Cassandra ignored him and seemed to be very different from her cheerful self a moment ago.

Seeing Cassandra not responding, Su Yang pulled over and stopped the car for a while.

I held her hand again, and this time I just kept quiet.

Seeing that Cassandra was still avoiding him, Su Yang chose a way that might be a little effective.

I took out both my hands and held Cassandra's face, her right cheek, and her left cheek.

I pulled her face to mine slowly.

after making eye contact, Su Yang initiated

"explain to me Cassandra, did any of my words hurt you, I can see it in your eyes" yes, it was 'too' clear in her eyes.

I saw Cassandra looking at me slowly with eyes filled with tears.

"Yes, I am very hurt by the words "I am not a special person to you" You know, I've always considered you special in my heart, but do you consider me special in yours? it hurts me a lot, it's not your fault, it's my fault, it's my fault for thinking too much, it's my fault for interfering too much, it's my fault for expecting more, it's my fault...."

Her tears fell more, and her faint cry turned into a pitiful cry, while sobbing, she continued her words with difficulty

"It's my fault for wanting to be a special person to you, Su Yang, do you think I'm a cheap woman who falls in love with a single glance? Do you think I'm a cheap woman who falls in love just because you bought something so expensive? I'm not like that Su Yang! Do you believe me? I don't care about wealth, it's just that I have this nagging feeling in my heart, I..."

She raised her left hand to wipe away her tears and continued

"I, I don't know, but it hurts so much to realize I'm nothing to you"

Her eyes filled with water again and her cries became louder and louder.

Su Yang couldn't take it anymore and finally pulled Cassandra's head onto her shoulders and prepared to comfort and win her over...

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