This is even messier

It's funny how life doesn't always work out in our favor. I mean life can be great sometimes, but not every time. I guess not everyone was born with a hundred percent luck. Please, not even the billionaire who was born a billionaire has 100% luck. They suffer too. Not everything is rainbows and sunshine for us. Life can be the sweetest drug ever, but you know withdrawals is a bitch. Or at least from what I've read and heard about. Don't get me wrong, I'm in no place to judge anyone. Bcuz if i was, I'd be a freaking saint.

Let's talk about the time I was, I dont even know what to talk about. It's all a mess inside my head. Speaking of heads. Have you ever wondered how your head works? Like for instance, the Disney animation Inside Out I think it's called. The one with the emotions operating the brain, or like Yumi's Cells, that's a kdrama, it's a bit similar to inside out, but a bit more detailed in a way. My favorite character is Lust, he's a whole different mood. LOL. But yea, do you sometimes think that there are little people working in our heads. Or is it like Osmosis Jones. The one movie with the blood cells, both white and red, fighting crime i.e.; viruses and such. And then there's a button inside us which marks Dont Push, but there's always the one person or cell in the sense that will always push that button, which is the fart button. Dont judge me ok. As the title States, there is a lot of things going on in my head. Which makes it a huge mess.

I can remember the first time I ate an edible, that stuff had me thinking about things that don't make sense, but at the same time it makes perfect sense. I was sitting on the bed, or lying down, I dont remember. And I was a whole mood. If I was given an exam on spot, I'd be confident in passing with an A+ that's how great I thought I was. But falling down from that high, I realized that I was one messed up idiot. Like damn. But its life, ups and downs are all a part of being alive. Without failure there would be no success. Without Ying, Yang wouldn't be in existence.