Chapter 11- Disgust

Teja POV:-

It's been five days since I let Tanish touch me.

When he left me alone, I felt grateful as he left me alone.

I felt disgusted by myself as my self-respect is always my top priority.

I saw my mother suffer.

I know, if a girl can't respect her self-respect and protect herself, then she can't think of others to give her respect and protect her.

No one ever comes to protect a girl easily.

I was lucky, I got saved by Mr. Kashyap when I was 10, or I don't know if I am with my mom and achieve my goals ever.

But, I saw people bully me, call me names, just because I am not able to save my dignity.

I have suffered physically, mentally, socially, and sexually.

I never tried to pleasure myself or be with someone else as I hate males' touch.

The way they look at me, and most importantly, my past.

Whenever any male tried to be intimated with me, my past started to come in front of my eyes.

I may show myself strong in front of everyone, but inside, I am still that scared ten years old girl who is protecting herself from everyone.

When he kissed me gently, I felt love in his kiss, and my mind stopped thinking, and I let him kiss me.

I don't know at the moment what I am doing because somewhere I want to be loved by someone.

That was the first time he kissed me so gently.

I felt comfortable by his kiss, his touch.

When he squeezed my breast, I realized I let that guy touch me who called me names.

I came out from my desires and pushed him.

I tried to stand, but the pain I felt in my legs made my imbalance.

After he left, I felt disgusted, I want to wash, but I realize I can't even stand.

My situation made me cry.

I cried and cried for everything. I faced it since I come back to India.

I wish I had never come back.

Why???

I come out of my thoughts when I saw Tanish enter the room with breakfast.

After that incident, he just comes to me and helped me go to the washroom.

He never tried to touch me inappropriately and took care of me.

But, still, I didn't believe in him.

I know, he will hurt me after the marriage.

" Tanish, it's been five days since I am resting. My injuries have healed. I want to go to my home now.

After all, we have to go engagement shopping tomorrow. " I said.

He put the breakfast on the side table, and I look at his emotionless face.

Tanish caught my hair in his fist and pushed my face in front of him.

" No, you aren't going to your home. Your mother has already agreed.

Even your senior gave you a week off.

Now, don't try to irritate me, or you will face the consequence. " Tanish explained and threatened me.

I gulped and nodded.

He gave me my breakfast, and I ate it without any complaint.

Today's breakfast is a sandwich without cheese as I am allergic to cheese and orange juice.

That's the reason I don't like eating outside.

But he gave me six pieces of sandwiches.

I can't eat this much, but he will force me.

So it will be better if I eat without throwing any tantrums.

Tanish took the plates from me and gave the tray to the maid.

He took me to the washroom and helped me with the bath.

I felt like a wh*re whenever I have to strip myself in front of him.

I felt humiliated.

He looks at me with lust every time I strip in front of him.

He can't let any other help me as I can't touch my feet on the floor.

He wants to protect my bandage from water and dust.

Even my mother thought that he is such a good husband and I will be happy with him.

But I can't tell her the truth.

After the shower, he gave me the wardrobe. I wore it on my body with shame.

He made me sit on the bed and give me the dress he chose.

Yes, he bought dresses for me with his choice.

They all are frocks and middies, so he can get the chance to touch my body every time.

He gave me the medicines and left me alone, and I slept because of the effect.

Tanish POV:-

Flashback:-

After, I left. I come to the cabin where I saw the picture of Akaash and Teja kissing in a club, which is placed on my desk.

This picture made me realize that she never loved me.

She said no because she wants to protect her mother.

How stupid am I?

How can I forget that I have to break Teje?

So, she can't think about that jerk.

I go to the mall and pick her clothes for myself.

I choose those dresses. So I can touch her soft skin.

I can satisfy my desires by touching her.

I made her strip in front of me every time in the bathroom.

So, I can make her realize that she is mine.

I can make her mine in my ways, and she can't do a thing.

Teja, you have to submit yourself to me.

Our mothers decided to go for the engagement shopping tomorrow.

Teja is almost healed, and they have to make a lot of arrangements.

We need to find a perfect dress for us and rings.

I have decided to invite Srishti and Akaash to our engagement ceremony and marriage.

After all, Srishti is after me since I slept with her.

When she found out about my engagement with Teja, she called me frequently.

I told her I want to be with Teja, but she doesn't want to accept the fact.

But I am more powerful than her, so she can't do anything.

I will feel more satisfied when I will see Akaash witnessing our engagement and wedding.

Teja, Akaash, you did the wrong thing by choosing on my bad side.

Hello everyone, Here is the new update!!! I hope you are liking my story so far. So, Teja and Tanish are going shopping tomorrow. What do you think? What will happen? Comment me. Also, don't forget to like, share and vote on my story. Love you!!!