Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

"Friends? El, did you ever think we were meant to be friends?" I knew she was confused but I have to tell her how I feel. I can't just take it anymore.


"I don't understand." She replied just as I thought.


"El, it has been hard for me to tell you this but I can't deny it anymore. I've always loved you. I didn't fall for you yesterday or last week. It has been forever. I finally let it out, making Elena puzzled. That was when she hit my face. DID SHE JUST SLAP ME?!!


I could feel my heart burn within when I heard Harry's confession. All my life, I've been wanting Harry to just look at me the same way I do. I wanted him to love me. I wanted him in my life but he never did and now he's telling me he actually did?! Yeah, I actually wanted these things. I wanted him to kiss me, fuck only me, shout my name to the world that he loved me. I had been wishing since fifth grade now he's just telling me?


Tears escaped my eyes as I fell on my knees.


CHAPTER 9