Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

I wanted to cry so badly as I saw Shawn beg Elena. He never wanted me. I was nothing to him. It hurts so much, so much! I want to do something! I need to do something! I can't just sit here and wait while someone takes what is mine. But...she's mine my friend. No, she isn't! If she was, she would have let him go but she didn't. She's selfish and I need to put her in her place no matter what it will cost me.


I enter into the shower, feeling so tired. I haven't seen Harry since we got back. I really want to check his room but I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. We can't be close.


CHAPTER 23