Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

Tears flow freely from my eyes as I am reminded of the night he left me.


"El, why are you crying?" Harry wipes my face. His touch makes me desperate for him.


"I'm so sorry. You're not a coward. Please don't think you are."


"Oh, El..." He wraps his hands around me. My tears deepens as I think about it.


"Don't think about it. You weren't at fault. What matters is the love I have I for you. Please stop crying." He's hands caress my hair softly.


"I still love you Harry. I never stopped. I don't want this to happen again. I can't live without you."


"I know, El..." Our faces were so close and I could only think of one thing.


"Finally..." He's lips consumes mine,  making me ache for more. I wanted him to devour me completely.


CHAPTER 27