Loving my boyfriend's best friend was one of the greatest feelings I had always wanted to get rid of. Harry never looked at me the way Shawn did but as a sister and a friend. So I decided to stick to that but every time I look at him, I'm unable to control these feelings I have for him. I know it's wrong to have these feelings for him but honestly he was the first boy I would ever loved. Shawn was second. I thought Harry leaving for England will help matters but now he’s back and I know the worst is bound to happen.

Loving my boyfriend’s best friend

"Will you speak m'lady?" Harry looks more excited than I was now.


"I.. was getting prepared just as you wanted. No panties in the way." I joked, hoping he believed.


"Oh really." He sounds amused. He tucked my hair to my ear, wanting to kiss me down my neck when his brow creases, letting out a tone of anger.


"What?" I looked perplexed. What could set him off quickly?


"Why do you have a hickey on your neck?" Harry looks at me in anger.


"Harry...it's not." I tried speaking but I didn't have the courage to tell him.


"Shit." He covers his face fully with his palm, looking back at me. He felt so sad and angry. It affected him badly.


"You both had sex while I was away." He was completely disappointed, fighting away the tears. It was like I was cheating on him but it was completely the opposite.


"No, no...Harry I swear it didn't happen."


"Why should I believe you?" He sat down, weakly.


CHAPTER 29