She got up from her bed and tied up her long ,black ,silky hair .Then she went to the kitchen to make her some food.While cooking she checked her phone and a message popped right in front of the lockscreen. "Madam,today you may take the day off as there is an inspection in the University today".Rithu's face lightened up like a glowing star."Yes" she shouted with joy.A whole day to read the diary awaited her."What is that burning smell?" she thought and within the next fraction of second she turned her attention towards the stove."Shit,I burned my breakfast"
saying that,she ran to the kitchen and cleaned the mess.She didn't want to waste the bread so she adjusted with the burned one.With a plate of burned bread and onion less omelette ,she sat on the couch and reached out for the diary. "Today I'll read this whole thing, I swear "She said with curiosity and determination. Surprisingly from the next page there wasn't the wording 'Dear diary ' ."Did she just changed the whole thing from diary writing to a story " Rithu thought.Anyways she started reading.
'Something is off about Rian the ocean eyed guy.I am so sure that he hides something. Well,I don't have any proof with me but still I am damn sure that he is not an ordinary person.I could somehow sense it from his talk and behavior. He stares at me throughout the english class but that stare is not of love instead it is like a surprising stare.It feels like he is staring at me but he is not focused on me and he is thinking of someone else or maybe something else when he looks at me.And today I went to Matt's house to give back his books that I took when I was madly in love with him.All my intuitions were right.I saw Kath in his house.Of course the situation was awkward as hell .But I don't know why my eyes got filled with tears in that moment. All my trust and love to Kath just got destroyed. How could she ever love her own sister's boyfriend. It hursts me when I look back and recollect the old memories with Matt.Everytime I called him ,he used to ask me to give the phone to Kath.Everytime we hung out ,he always invited Kath too.I was so blind and foolish to not understand the truth behind those things.But looking at the bright side I understood that LOVING SOMEONE CAN BLIND YOU , JUST AS EASILY AS LOSING THEM CAN OPEN YOUR EYES.'
There ended that page.Rithu's eyes got filled with tears just my imagining Esth's helpless and hopeless situation. She turned to the next page and started reading.
'I was so happy today, in fact I smiled from my heart after so long.
DANCE AMARE 5
my favourite event of the year is next week.I can't wait for it to happen.I am kind of enjoying my alone time a lot nowadays so I think I'll just do a solo this time.I have lot of plannings to do and I can't stop laughing.I don't know why, its just that this is so exciting .Kath came home today .I didn't speak a word to her.She didn't even look at me.I really wanted to talk to her but I didn't. Rian didn't come today, maybe he is sick or something. Anyways I got to go,lots of plannings to do .
There ended that page." Hmm,she is going through a lot of emotions and deep inside she must be struggling with it" Rithu could feel her pain and struggling.She was so excited to read the next page that she didn't even touch the bread .She started to read .
'I don't know what to do!! I feel like my heart is not beating. I can't go on with this life .Why is this life so hard on me? Matt is dead!'
"Oh my God, Matt is dead?!?!?!" exclaimed Rithu.She continued reading with all her attention into the book.
'I hated him anyways but still he was my first boyfriend and there was a time when I loved him more than anything. He got bitten by an animal, says the cops.And most probably a wolf,as they found wolf hairs on his body.Wolf bites were common in the town so nobody made it a big deal.Wolves come out of the forest when it gets heated up but the fact that he got bitten by a wolf in this winter season is strange. Kath locked herself in the room.I tried my best to communicate with her but she refuses.I thought its better to leave her alone.I"ll giver her time to recover by herself.I went to his funeral today and it broked my heart to see him.Eventhough I wished him dead but I never meant it to happen.Rest in peace my friend.'
Rithu could feel her heart beating faster than ever.She closed the book .She was still in shock.She stared at that blank wall thinking about nothing.That's when her phone rung.It was one of her colleague Jessy calling her.She attended the call.
"Rithu,the inspectors told that our university is not conducting any extra events so we decided to conduct a program that has been existing only in our university for more than 60 years and I want you to be the organizer of the occasion. "Rithu replied with all respect that she is happy to organize the event." Mam,may I ask what is this event?" Jessy replied "Its our university's asset program .The Institution has been conducting it since 1955.The event title is 'Dance Amare 48'.
Rithu eyes widened when she heard the event title.Jessy hung up the call.She exclaimed in shock "So, Esth studied in my University!!?!?!?"