It can't be true

Theodore couldn't sleep under this bright moonlight upon him. He got up walked to the other side of the room and put his rag on the ground to sleep on it. Maximus, who's also in the room, noticed Theodore's disturbance yet he didn't ask a word. He just wanted to stay out of Theodore's problems because he wouldn't like that.

Soon losing his sleep Theodore walked out of the room. They were following the leads of people's accounts of seeing Alonso and his men. They were halfway to the Inn where Theodore stayed with Joseph while commuting, he still had no clue that Nina and Sylvia were there. 

As he was standing near the balustrade, he felt a sudden pang of pain in his back, the internal turmoil is unbearable. It's occurring often and he believes that it's a part of his changing. He couldn't understand what could be the reason for all this?