chapter ninety-one

Without his help—"

"I know." Gutenberg raised a hand. "He stopped Deifilia. He captured August Harrison. He ended the attack on Copper Riv..maaer, and no doubt saved many lives, including some of our own. But he risked much more. Had he contacted me when he learned of Deifilia's assault on Lena's tree, we could have contained the situation."

"Bi Wei and Guan Feng trust me," I said. "I can try to reach out to them, negotiate a truce."

"You will do nothing of the sort," said Gutenberg. "This is a Porter matter."

It took me a moment to realize what he was saying. When understanding hit, I felt like he had transformed me to stone, starting from my stomach and working outward.

Nidhi put a hand on my shoulder, as if to restrain me. "Independence— impulsiveness, really—is one of the qualities shared by many of your best libriomancers."

"It's also a quality shared by most of our fatalities," Gutenberg snapped. For the first time, he sounded truly angry. "Bi Wei and her four companions have escaped, and the Army of Ghosts is awakening. Tell me, Doctor Shah, will you continue to defend him if it turns out he saved this town only to damn the entire world?"

I tugged free of Nidhi's grip and stood. "The day I joined Die Zwelf Portenære, you made me swear to protect this world, to help us expand our knowledge, and to preserve the secrecy of magic." I gestured at the oak trees towering over us. "I think that third part is pretty well screwed, but what about the rest? Bi Wei and the others knew about the Army of Ghosts, the danger you've feared for five hundred years. You tried to murder the only people who could have helped you fight them."

I was yelling at Johannes Gutenberg. Oh, God, I was so dead. "How much knowledge have you burned because you were afraid it might be used against you? How many people have you killed because you were afraid?"

I swallowed and waited for him to transform me into a cockroach and feed me to Smudge. Instead, he simply sighed.

"I was young, and the world was different. Though people remain much the same. They say you learn from your mistakes. I've learned more than anyone else in recorded history. But the mistakes of the past do not excuse the mistakes of the present. Nor do they protect us from the consequences of those mistakes."

I really didn't like the emphasis on the word consequences. Neither did Lena, judging by the way she edged closer and shifted her stance.

"Isaac could still help us," Pallas pointed out. "Even without magic."

Gutenberg tilted his head in acknowledgment. "You assume it was my choice to dismiss him from the Porters, but Isaac made that choice before we arrived. Didn't you?"

I straightened, determined to face this head-on. Locking my magic had been the first step, and it had saved me from madness. But Gutenberg wouldn't stop there. Having determined that my memories were of no use to the Porters, he would take them from me as well. I would be erased from the Porter archives, and from the minds of my peers. No wonder he hadn't worried about holding

this conversation in public; when he was finished, nobody else would remember it.

Lena stepped in front of me and kicked at Gutenberg's hand. He dodged and stepped back. Before Lena could follow up, I grabbed her in a bear hug from behind.

"Are you insane?" I whispered. She could have broken free with ease, but she held back, presumably to keep from hurting me.

She turned in my arms to face me. "He's going to take your memories." "I know."

"No, you don't." Lena was crying now. "Think, Isaac. None of the Porters will even remember your name. I won't remember you."

I hadn't realized until now what that meant. Whatever independence or freedom she had gained from being pulled between Nidhi's desires and my own would be lost. "I'm so sorry, Lena."

The other Porters were shifting and muttering uneasily, all save Nicola. They didn't understand. Few among us knew the truth about how Gutenberg dealt with those he considered criminals.

Gutenberg sighed. "I don't do this to be cruel, Isaac. You acted to protect your home, using the best judgment you could. I understand that. I hope you'll understand I'm doing the same."

I kissed Lena, then pushed her toward Nidhi. I watched Gutenberg raise his pen and approach once again. If he was going to rob me of everything I loved, he could damn well look me in the eye when he did it.

The touch of the pen was like a syringe jabbing through my skin. Cold tingled over my body. Every muscle clenched painfully tight.

Gutenberg jumped back, and for a second, I thought I saw the shadow of Bi Wei standing between us. He flung the pen to the ground as if it were on fire.

He studied me, eyes flitting side to side as if I were an enormous newspaper. "It would appear you've made a friend."

I sagged in relief, and might have fallen if Lena hadn't caught me.

"Very well." Gutenberg retrieved his pen and tucked it back into his pocket. "Perhaps as you see the damage caused by the forces you've allowed to escape, you'll change your mind about aiding us. In the meantime, we will be watching you, Isaac Vainio." He turned to Pallas. "I've given the other Regional Masters a summary of what we're facing, but we'll need to gather and share as much information as possible. First, we need to make sure this site is fully neutralized, then do what we can to control the rumors."

"Why bother?" Knowing Gutenberg couldn't take my memories had made me bold. Or stupid. Probably both. "The students of Bi Sheng are free. You think

they're going to worry about keeping your precious secrets?"

"What do you suggest?" Gutenberg asked, his words deceptively mild.