chapter 4:my first encounter with this stranger

It's funny how I choose to write my life in this novel, in all the writers who had written many stories of fiction and none fictional tales. How many readers can honestly tell what is in the writer's mind?

It was a night of hopeless day like I always had, in a snowy night while I'm on-street from school. I did the craziest thing I could commit. I choose to end myself by being bumped by a car. "I'm gonna die anyway! one or another, what's the point of suffering! with an ungrateful tone I shouted crossing the street and then...as a truck almost run over me, a stranger tried to hold my wrist and pull me aside away from my death. " hey lady are you crazy, you could have died, "he said with a nervous and deep voice. What the hell is wrong with you! mind your business and get off me! yelling while pulling my arms off his wrist. The time I was about to continue my plan, he hold me and said " No stop, please don't take another step, I won't let you!".

A stranger who I just met on a snowy night, suddenly soften my strong-spirited soul but kept my heartache in pain on our first encounter.