GILBERT BURNED THE HALL

"Sidney will you just listen to me." Vince pleaded.

Unable to understand where she got that extra strength from, when she shouted at him, "No, it is you that needs to listen to me, if it wasn't for your grandfather, the place will still be here, he is the fault for all this happening."

Releasing his hold on her angry with the way she was speaking to him but he control his rage knowing she was tired, frustrated, and hurting and must be looking for someone to blame.

Taking a deep breath Vince asked her in a soft tone of voice, "Okay, explain to me what has GP, to do with your place being burned down?"

"His stupid plan ignites a fire in James."

"Are you saying, it was Gilbert who burn down the Hall?"

Seeing her nod as she cries, standing up with such rage, Vince gritted his teeth, "That bastard, I will finish him, do you know where he is?"

Getting no response Vince turns around to face her, "Sidney, dear God, where has she disappeared to again?"180

Realizing she had left the compound after searching for more than half an hour, "Oh God it took me an entire week to find her, and now she just disappears again."

Giving up after a long and tiring search, Vince return home after three that afternoon, knowing GP was worrying, 'But what she said could be true.'

Avoiding everyone not having the strength to face them and the many questions they keep repeating every day since the Hall got burned.

Vince went and lay on his bed after taking a long bath to cool his head. 'She isn't coming home here, and she isn't staying at her mom's home.

She is not stupid, that much I know, it has to be she wants her family to believe she is home here?

And she wants my family to believe she is at her mom's home? Now she must be avoiding coming home here because she believes that GP is the reason for all of this happening to her family.

Could it be the way she is angry and frustrated, she doesn't want to lose her temper saying something she might regret? Especially to GP, because a conflict with him, might cause him to get sick and she doesn't want to be responsible for that.

So by her staying away, she is avoiding both of them from all these tensions. Oh Lord, that could be the only explanation, but where is she staying when the night comes?

Does she go to her brother's home, or by this friend Haley had called, or even that woman she gives her phone to?'

Thinking about it now, 'Did she buy a phone with everything that has been happening? Two weeks almost three has already gone since we got married, and she had only stayed here three days.

Oh God, what has GP gotten me into? Now I cannot have a good night's rest worrying about her, I am constantly confused unable to figure her out.

Why is that? Before this relationship started I never let anything disturb my rest. Now it seems I can not get a good night's rest and my mind is invaded by the thought of her.

Lord if You are listening to my heart, I need some help, I know the thought I had when I saw it was her GP had arranged for my marriage, it was shallow when I think about it but from that first day, we bounce into each other something changed.

Lord, in our first meeting I was concerned about her, I was curious to see who she was, why was that? I had collided with many others before her, and I never paid much attention, but Sidney is so different.

I have this yearning to get to know her better, I want to kiss her, so tell me, what is happening to me?'

Closing his eyes trying to get some rest, but many questions keep popping up in his head that had him restless and was unable to fall asleep.

It was ten-o-clock and he still could not fall asleep, lying restless on the bed when Sidney steps through the door, she looks so worn out. She didn't say anything and I didn't want her walking out, of the house so I said nothing.

She doesn't seem to be afraid to travel late, and alone and nagging her might just make things worse so I just lie quietly watching her every movement.

Vince was just happy she came home, seeing she had gone straight to the washroom.

When she did come out of the closet room, she had on her nightgown and she went and lies down on the sofa, she didn't eat a thing.

Afraid to say anything about eating Vince kept his eyes closed when she settled down hoping he to fall asleep.

It has been a week and a half and he didn't get a good night's rest. Vince knew with all that was happening between us from the time we had gotten married.

She had gone through so much and we never got any time to communicate so how are we going to know anything about each other.

One thing I do know is she have a temper but we had a nic conversation the day after we got married. We conversed so beautifully which I like, the way she chuckles and laugh liven up her face.

Oh Lord, we are already going into our third week and she had endures so much, but I know she has a strong will.

Looking at her, seeing around her eyes were so dark and she looked tired and worn out. With her eyes close Vince feast his eyes on her. Knowing now he has nothing to worry about, she is finally home, I must find ways for us to get to know her like and dislike and we could spend some time together.

With that in mind he close his eyes thinking she might sleep late, so he didn't see the need of having to wake up early, finally settling down he fell asleep.