CHAPTER I: Love or Obsession

PRINCE

She was in front of me half naked. It only remained her bra and her thong which hides only her private part. My third member was already dancing Téré-Téré in my boxers. I remained frozen like a dry tree. Certainly understanding my attitude, she approached me:

She: Relax my champion. The night is going to be very long for both of us, she whispers to me, biting my ear.

I still didn't say anything. I just contemplate her body and wonder if I'm dreaming.

Me: If I seize you, you'll regret having provoked me, I said to myself.

She pushes me on the bed, takes off my boxers with a simple gesture and then pulls out the boss who had already stood up like a Senegalese tirailleur standing at attention. I don't even know where the courage came from, but before she did anything I already put her on all fours and sharply penetrated her.

She was screaming and screaming so loud it looked like I was finishing her off.

I rode her, not failing to give her pats each time until I released myself into her, moaning in relief.

That's when my cell phone started ringing. I jumped out of my bed. It is my fiancée who calls:

Me (hoarse voice): Hello bae!

She: Don't tell me you just woke up!

Me: But yes I do

She: Hey! Prince! It's almost eleven o'clock, eh!

Me: Hmmm, really?

She: Lazy there! Anyway, it was to say hello and let you know that I will be spending the afternoon with you.

Me (Smile): Ok. I can't wait for you.

She: Kisses!

: Beep beep beep (She hung up)

The one who just called is Adjarath, my fiancée. She and I have been together for almost two and a half months now. By the way, I have not had too much luck in love since she is the fifth girl I have dated and there too, there are her parents who do not digest our relationship at all, since they are Muslims and we Christians.

It was the moisture I felt on my thighs that brought me back to reality. More semen (making a face of desolation). When is all of this going to end? It was since I was fourteen that it had started. Whenever I masturbate or watch erotic movies, I find myself having sex with women in my sleep. I did everything to make it stop, but all my efforts were in vain.

My name is Prince Jean-Michel TOHON. Twenty-five years old, I am from Benin Republic. I had a master's degree in management in one of the most prestigious universities in Senegal for almost two years. I desperately filed CVs.

I am the only son of my parents.

||FLASH BACK||

FIVE YEARS EARLIER

It was a Thursday. I was leaving school and we were laughing with friends when my phone started ringing.

It was my daddy's number:

Me: Good evening dad, how are you?

Unknown: It's not dad. Your father had an accident.

Me : What !

I shouted so much that my class mates who were with me get choked:

Them: Prince! What is happening ? they asked me one after the other.

Unknown: Easy sir!

Beep beep beep!

Me: I'm going home.

Elias: What do you have?

Me (In tears): My father just had an accident. And surely, he was with my mother since he had told me that they were traveling today.

Isabelle: What about your courses?

I say nothing and hit the first taxi and get into it. They both settled down in turn saying goodbye to the others.

I was asking myself a thousand and a thousand questions in my head. The journey to get home seems like an eternity.

Once at home, I take a suitcase and put the necessary things and directions to "Blaise Diagne International Airport". After a few hours of patience mixed with anxiety and fear, I finally take my flight.

Once at "Cardinal Bernardin GANTIN International Airport" of Cotonou, I call back the number of my father, mother and their driver, but none of them was available. So I took a taxi and to drive me home .

Me: It's here, I tell the driver.

I go down, rule it, take my suitcase and once at the gate, I press the bell. The gatte Keeper to check through before opening:

The Gete Man : Have a good arrival, boss, he said, taking my suitcase.

The state in which he is does not bode well. He must have cried a lot since his eyes are red and swollen.

Me: Where are my parents Issa?

Issa (the gate man): Boss, you must be brave.

Me (Shouting): Where are my parents? I scream

Issa (Panicked): They've been dead and buried since yesterday ...

|| END OF THE FLASH BACK ||

Both my parents died and were buried the same day without me even seeing their bodies.

It was the savings I made when my parents were alive that allowed me to finish my studies, since my direct uncle, my father's little brother, almost all tore me away. In their will that he and his corrupt bailiff presented to me, I am only entitled to just a house and one car among all this properties of my parents. The car itself, I sold it a long time ago. I invested the money in something that didn't pay off afterwards.

I was there thinking about my life when a knock on the door brought me back to earth and I was watching the time. It is already eleven twenty-one minutes. Surely it's my fiancée. I do open the door and meet face to face with Isabelle. Before I opened my mouth, she get heart attacks and fall down.

Not knowing what to do, I carried him like a baby and let him in. Once in the living room, I made her lie down on the sofa, undress her then approach her to give her mouth-to-mouth. I saw this in a movie and it worked.

When I wanted to approach my mouth, she wrapped her two hands around my neck and started kissing me. I wanted to detach myself from her, but she hugged me even tighter.

Me (Detaching myself from her): Isabelle what are you doing? I told you, however, that I am already in a relationship! Why you are pretending heart attacks juste to hug me ?

Isabelle: “Prince, I love you. I am obsessed with you. Look at my heart how it beats for you” she replied with sad face.

Me: You and me it's brotherly love and nothing else; understand ?

Isabelle (Looking sad): So during all these years that we shared together, you never liked me? Have you never loved me?

Me: Of course I do, but I've therefore love you as my sister. That's why Elias and I weren't letting anyone bother you on campus.

Isabelle: No. I don't want that love. I want you to kiss me, caress me, run your hand all over my body. Prince I want to feel you inside me (frowning).

She pulls me in with all her strength and begins by kissing me.

"Prince! I heard behind me."