Kara’s Past iv

Book Three

Volume 9

Ch. 121 Kara's Past iv

Pov.

-Kara-

| Kara's Past | Ch. 24 |

This must be it…

What Lucifer was talking about.

This… Devil… capable of doing such horrible things

…

I snap back after Paris scrubs my back

It isn't like I don't remember what happened because I do

It's just.. in the moment, I don't have a single conscious thought. My body just moves and it…

It feels so good.

…

I press my erection down, hoping Paris wouldn't see it

I could feel her trembling as she scrubbed my back

…

"J-Johnny Jonathan. We used to tease him about it in grade school"

What is she doing?

She must be talking about him..

Did what happened make her sad? Why?

"My uncle was our third grade teacher" she sniffs

…

I carefully turn around

She must be talking about Mr. Rick

…

She told me the two of them did dirty things with Mr. Richerd up until high school.

During her last year of highschool she met Ignia on a field trip to a military base. After high school Mr. Lyon, who was her neighbor at the time introduced them. They began seeing each other and have been together ever since.

But…

That wasn't it.

She mentioned how Papa had a drinking problem that worsened after they got married.

They argued every time he was home before deployment but found themselves apologizing to each other every time

Then Ignia was born. My best buddy. Papa swore he'd stop drinking and he did for a while.

That was until Paris started giving him a hard time. It quickly went back to the way things used to be.

Papa knew she was hiding something from him, so he made her make a promise once Mia was born. He would quit drinking again and she would go see a therapist.

That must've been the deal he was talking about..

After that, Papa filed for early retirement. He was denied but they stationed him at the military base between this town and the next over

Only… when Mia turned six her therapist suggested she tell Ignia everything in order to finally move past it all

But he didn't take it well. In fact, it was just as he told me. She had to beg him not to do anything and in order to keep himself from doing so he requested to be deployed back onto the field.

They quickly took him up on his offer. Paris quit going to her therapist and began seeing Mr. Rick again. That's when she quickly realized they shared the same nasty thoughts

After being alone for so long she just gave up on trying to hide it. Somewhere along the line she began seeing Mr. John. She saw the way he looked at Mia so she let him in on her secret in order to protect Mia and Ignia

…

It was her. It was all her fault from the very beginning…

She brought Him into this that's why I had to kill him.

"Please, Kara. Forgive me." She sobs "I'm so sorry, Kara. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't-." She shakes her head

…

But I don't get it..

If she's so evil, why is she apologizing now?

Does she really expect me to believe she didn't mean for any of that to happen?

…

I let her cry in my arms until she managed to compose herself. After that we went to Mr. John's truck

"Th-that's." I gasp in disbelief

"One hundred thousand dollars, cash."

He was prepared to pay all that money for Mia.

"Wh-what are we going to do?" I ask Paris who was still shocked to see all the money

"I.. umm…"

…

We look at each other

I give her a little nod

She shuts the briefcase and quickly hides it inside

After that we take the truck as far as we can and hide it

We were home by the time the sun began to rise and we quickly jumped in bed

The following morning, before Mia and Ignia woke up. I asked Paris what she was planning to do with all the money

She asked me what I thought, but suggested it was enough to last up to nine years if she spent it correctly.

We agreed that it's best to only use it for rent and emergencies. We could work for the rest at the shop.

…

Once Ignia and Mia woke up they asked what happened with our faces

Paris said I got in a fight at the superstore. The boy's mom attacked me so she also had to fight back.

"Whoa did you guys win?" Mia asks

"What do you think?" Paris nuggies my head

"Hehehe." I giggle

"Yay, awesome!" Mia claps

…

Paris didn't have to sell her body anymore and we were making just enough at the shop for food and some needed clothes.

Things seemed to have gone back to normal…

But in reality… I knew something was awfully wrong.

I had the same dream every single night where I stabbed Mr. John to death.

But it wasn't like I was scared. No, I actually liked it. I really-really liked it.

"Kara, Kara!" Mia whispers

I open my eyes

"There's something in your pants, Kara. It keeps poking me." She rubs her eye

"Oh.. um… sorry."

"It's okay." She smiles before I turn around

It's gotten to the point where every time I think about it I get an erection. If I don't get rid of it before bed I have trouble falling asleep.

When Mia walks in I have no choice but to stop, so I'm stuck this way until morning.

…

I shut my eyes for a second. Only this time I had a different dream

There was… so much blood.

Paris and I…

We're squirming around in her bed

We were covered in so much blood that it stained onto the sheets

We were doing dirty things again.

Only.. this time I was in charge.

I slapped and yanked her around into all sorts of positions that would break her in real life

She cried so loud that I had to choke her to get her to shut up

I felt so good

I licked her all over and no matter how many times my tongue passed over her naked body the blood never ran out

…

"Blood? Are you bleeding?" Mia peaks over my shoulder. "Are you okay, Kara? You're breathing too much."

I open my eyes

…

What am I thinking?

"Sorry, I-I can't sleep." I turn around to face her

"Oh… have you tried closing your eyes?"

"What? Of course I have."

"Oh… Well… Do you want to play a game?"

"What game?"

"I don't know. Like.. maybe a board game or something." She suggests

"N-no…"

"Then what? What do you wanna do?" She sits up

"I.. um…" I sit up and pull a pillow over my erection

"What's wrong? Are you sick?"

"N-no." I gulp as she leans in awfully close

"What? So then what is it?" She tilts her head

"I-I um… L-Let's umm… p-play a game."

"Okay. Like what?

"Umm… M-Massage?"

"Massage? How do you play that?"

"Y-Yeah, umm… it's uh… a game that… b-boyfriend and girlfriends p-play."

"Wh-what?" She backs off, just realizing how close she was "L-Like kissing a-and stuff?"

"Y-yeah, kinda."

"Y-you want to kiss? Does that mean you want to be boyfriend a-and girlfriend?" She leans in again, awfully excited

"I-I umm… y-yeah?"

"Really?!" She smiles

"B-But you have to keep it a secret from Paris a-and Ignia."

"Okay!" She giggles "and also Emily."

"Y-yeah… R-right.. t-turn around, so I can give you a massage first."

"You got it!" She turns around and lays on her belly..

What am I doing?

How can I do this?

I sit on top of her thighs and I stare at her butt

Why am I doing this? Am I really this desperate?

It's always her fault that I don't have enough time to get off, so it's only fair that she helps me, right?

It was like this for weeks

Every night she'd help me

I felt… disappointed in myself

I was supposed to protect her, but here I am now taking advantage of her.

…

It's all her fault. Paris, she turned me into this. No matter how sorry she might be there's no going back

…

-6 years later

Pov.

-Kara-

"Hm-hmm" Mia giggles to herself

"What are you looking at?" I try peeking into her helmet, trying to see what was so funny

"Nothing!" She pulls it into her chest

"Hmm" I frown

"Look, our food is ready!" She claps as the waiters came out with our food

"Chicken Teriyaki and a sushi roll with extra avocado."

"Yay!" Mia takes her plate

I take mine and we chow down

…

Mia turned 15 yesterday so Paris threw a huge party for her

After the party Paris left with a man and Ignia went to his girlfriend's house so we had the house to ourselves all night

…

"Kara! Wake up you idiot!" Mia shakes my arm "Moms home, you have to get out!"

"R-right!" I quickly stumble around for my clothes and I hurry into my bedroom

Mia sneaks into the shower as I throw on some shorts and deodorant

I join Paris in the kitchen to say hello but I watch as she pours herself a shot of tequila before downing it and pouring herself another one

She looked like she had been crying all night

…

It's been six years since papa passed away. Ignia was following his footsteps and was on his way to becoming a Second Grade Seal.

The planet we live in is actually a moon that revolves around a planet ten times our size with multiple moons. The planet itself is littered with so much garbage that it's become uninhabitable for thousands of years.

Even so there were plenty of people that were left behind during the Great Migration thousands of years ago. Amongst those people was Papa. His ancestors were left behind.

A First Grade Seal is stationed here. Since the moons have been divided by many countries claiming their territories there are still plenty of wars going around.

Second Grade Seals work for the rich who live on another much smaller moon than the one given to the middle class, us.

Besides that they also go down to the planet and recruit young soldiers like Papa (that's how he managed to get out of there). They battle evil tyrants that have taken advantage of the lack of authority down there and they bring them to justice

Third Grade Seals go to war against tyrannical governments that took over much smaller moons and they side with the revolutionaries.

I wanted to be a Third Grade Seal. Just like Ignia and Papa but I didn't pass the height requirement in order to be able to wear special 30 million dollar space suits to ride the space rockets

It was super unfair

Ignia and I turned 17 this year. My appearance didn't change all that much. I only grew a few inches but I looked pretty much the same

"Aw, don't be shy." Mia squishes my cheeks "I think you have an adorable face!"

"I'm still taller than you!" I kick my feet

"By a tiny bit." Mia pecks my nose

It's so embarrassing

Everywhere I go I'm mistaken for a child so Mia teases me about it

"Well then stop acting like one."

"I don't act like one!" I stomp my foot

…

"Seriously?" She tilts her head

"W-well…" I blush

"C'mon let's just focus on your homework." She giggles

…

"Grrr* it's not my fault they decided to add letters to this stupid thing!" I point at my math homework

I was doing seriously good in math but the moment they decided to add letters to it I hit a roadblock that's impossible to get around

"Maybe if you try keeping a level head then-"

"My head is level! There's no way anybody understands this crap!"

"Hm-hm-hmm." She giggles "c'mon, we're almost done." She sits up

After another hour or so we finally finished

"Mm-mm-mm-Nghk." She chokes

"Ahh-hahahaaaa." I sigh in relief after I finish inside her mouth

She pinches her nose and gulps everything down

"This is all you think about, isn't it?"

"Like you're any different" I giggle

"Who's fault is that?" She licks her icky fingers clean

"I-I uh…"

"Poor me.. i was so small a-and innocent that m-my naughty b-big brother took advantage of-."

"Shut up!" I tackle her "no fair you said you liked it too!"

"Mmm-." Before I could keep ranting she shuts me up with a kiss

She slides her tongue into my mouth and we go back and forth for a while until I pick her up and lay her on the couch. Things escalated and she got me off with her thighs again

It always goes this way. She teases and makes me feel guilty about doing this stuff with her before seducing me herself

"I love you Kara." She rests her chin on my abs

"S-so then… why don't we get married?" I sit up

"Kara.." she sighs

"What? I'm seventeen and you just turned fifteen. We can do it now."

"Y-yeah but…"

"What? I thought you said you loved me…"

"I do, but we have our entire life ahead of us. There's no need to rush anything."

"Y-yeah, but…"

She smiles

"I'm not going anywhere. So stop worrying. The wait will be worth it. Plus it'll give you some time to actually grow a few more inches."

"What?!" I sit up

"Seriously," she sighs "you haven't changed one bit. If we hadn't been together for so long I'd mistaken you for a child just like everyone else."

"Shut up!" I push her face back

She giggles just as the door opens suddenly

"Mom!" Mia yelps as turns around and pulls a pillow up to her chest

Paris just stands at the door with a blank look on her face

"I-I was just going to-."

"I closed the shop early today." She cuts me off

"M-mom, w-we we're just-."

"Get dressed." She hangs her keys and shuts the door. "We need to talk."

"R-right." Mia nods

Paris takes one last look at us before going into her room

Mia quickly jerks around

"Wh-what was that?"

"I-I'm not sure." I shrug

We were both flustered. Neither of us knew why she was so indifferent about seeing us naked on the couch

I was sure she'd kill me.

"I-I'm going to see Ignia."

"Y-yeah, I'll talk with mom."

"R-right" I nod

…

-to be continued