Kara’s Past vi

Book Three

Volume 9

Ch. 123 Karas Past vi

Pov.

-Kara-

| Kara's Past | Ch. 26 |

I crawl back before getting kneed in the back of my head

I pat around for my helmet. After finding it, I pull it on and I push through the crowd

After finding my bike I race back home

I was going so fast that my front tire was an inch of the ground almost the entire time

How could they do this?

How can they be so evil?

I slowed down after turning onto the street

But I was too late

They were escorting Mia into an armored suv

I pull my visor up and she just barely managed to see me as they pushed her head into the car

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I was trembling so badly

I was too late… I'm never going to see her again…

Why? Everything was finally looking up…

I thought.. I thought it was finally over. I thought we'd spend the rest of our lives together…

No…

No wait…

I pull my visor back down

No, who am I kidding.

He knew this would happen…

It's the only reason we ever met…

He knew it would be hell from the very beginning

He knew I'd fall in love with this family only to have it ripped away from me…

I see now. It was all part of His plan. I always wondered why He gave me this freedom to be happy.

He only wanted for me to experience a different kind of Pain, one that I'd endure another hundred years of His torment to see to its end.

Even as nervous as I was I manage to start the engine

I followed a few cars back as they entered the compound

I circled around a few times and peeked over the walls to see what room she was in

I have to speak to her.

I didn't even get to say goodbye

If they found out about our plan than there's no way they'll ever let me see her again

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By the time I found Mia sobbing on a balcony it became dark out

I quietly climb over the wall and I wait for the first guard to walk by

Right after the second one walks by I sneak past the two and I climb up to Mia's balcony just as she heads back inside

After I was certain she was alone I tap on the glass doors of the balcony

It took her a few seconds before she finally looked up

I smile widely as I wave hysterically

Her eyes widen and she quickly locks the door

She hurries over to the balcony and opens the door after I struggled to do so from outside

"What are you doing here?!" She whisper-shouts

"I didn't get to say bye."

"Well you said it. Now get out of here!" She pushes me back as I step inside

"In a bit" I look around "so cool, this room feels so fancy"

I look at the detailed clocks, sheets and.. well everything seemed so expensive

"Please, Kara. They'll hurt you if…"

I set my hand on her cheek

No, they'll kill me. Just like Mr. Lyon

"It's alright, Mia."

"Wh-where was he? Did you ever find him?"

"Yeah… he was speaking with Ignia

"Oh…" she sighs "Thank God, I thought they might have hurt him."

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"I umm… I love you, Mia…" I blush

She blushes as well

"I-I know I've never really said it, but I do. I really do." I grab her hands

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"I-I love you too, Kara." She tears up

We just looked at each other wondering what the other was going to do.

I wanted to hug her and I wanted to kiss her but all I could think about was Mr. Lyon

They killed him for planning to sneak off with us

What will they do to me if they catch me in here with her?

I felt as she slid her hand into mine.

I began trembling as she leaned in.

If they see us together. I'm sure they won't show me nearly as much mercy as they did with Mr. Lyon.

And her?

What will happen to her?

She was hovering her lips over mine, as if waiting for me to decide whether or not I wanted to take this risk with her

…

Her lips brushed against mine

Who am I kidding?

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"Kara…"

I look up at her

"I'm going to miss you." She shakes her head "I'm going to miss you so much."

I open my mouth to try and comfort her but nothing came out

She must've read me wrong because she went for the kiss

I wanted to cry even as relieved as I was to feel them one last time

I wanted to try and convince her to run away with me, even as suicidal as it'd sound

They'd catch us in no time

They'll kill me just like they killed Mr. Lyon and she'll have to see it happen

I wrap my arms around her waist as she kissed and sucked on my bottom lip

I could feel myself burning up

I had that weird feeling in my stomach that felt like I was falling through the ground

This was it

This will be the last time I will ever see her

The last time I will ever hold her

She carefully began unbuttoning her shirt as I did the same with mine

After tossing her shirt aside she unbuckles her bra

I pull my pants down as she laid back and kicked her skirt and panties aside

I lay on my belly and I pull her thighs in

I kiss and lick her clit as she brushed her fingers through my hair

After making her shiver I crawl in for another kiss

She wraps her arms around my neck and pulls me in as she does the same with her legs around my waist

I felt myself almost slipping inside her so I try pulling my hips back before I realized she was the one leading me in

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"Don't you think we've waited long enough?" She whimper

My body tensed up and I felt a knot forming in my throat

"O-okay." I nod

I carefully wiggle my hips as she lead me inside

She gasps in my ear so I throw a hand over her mouth.

After she calms her breath she gives me a little nod so I remove my hand

I began swaying my hips

With every stroke I tapped what felt like a wall inside her

I tried to not push it that deep but whenever I did she jumps and moaned painfully

I lean back to have a look at her face

I plant my fists beside her shoulders

She was beat red from embarrassment and struggled to look me in the eye as I moved my hips

I thrust and grope her tit until she let out a little moan

I then lean in and I peck her cheek until she turned to face me

"What's wrong?" I whisper

"IT-it's embarrassing" she whimpers

"Don't be. You're perfect" I peck at her lips "I've never been with someone so beautiful."

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"Wh-what?" I stop after seeing the look she gave me

"Riley." She frowns

"Th-that was in the fifth-"

"Fourth." She corrects me, still sour at the thought that I had lost my v-card with her. When really.. she has no idea…

After I made her forget all the silly doubts she had about her perfect body she finally began loosening up

We wrestled and twisted into every position we could think of until I had her shaking with every stroke

I felt so many emotions racing through my head. It was like nothing I've ever felt

I felt so sad, but so happy we finally became one. So angry and confused that this will be our first and the last time we will ever be together.

"Shhhh" I whisper after hearing footsteps on the floor above us

We ended up in missionary again so that she can kiss me whenever she felt the need to moan

"I-I'm trying!" She whimpers

We were both sobbing like babies

I wanted to back off but she clinged onto me like a cat. Her nails dug into my back as she tried her best to keep quiet

I throw my hand over her mouth as she began panting loudly and uncontrollably shaking her hips

She squeezed me as hard as she could with her thighs as I gently bite into her neck to keep myself from moaning too loud

She drags her nails down my back

I pour everything I had inside her with every last thrusts of my hips

It was only then that I realized I could barely see her through all the tears

I roll aside and I wipe my face with the sheets

Her legs were still trembling but she made the effort to turn her body and face me

Her eyes were also red and teary

I wipe her eyes with my thumbs and I lean in

We kiss and cuddle through the rest of the night until it was finally time for me to go

"This'll be the last time we see each other." She whispers

"I'll be here to say goodbye, with everyone else."

"No.. he said you aren't allowed to come."

"Oh…"

"We're leaving tomorrow night, Kara." She whimpers

…

"One day we're going to unite again, I promise."

"N-no," she shakes her head "h-he said…" she tears up again

"Wh-what?"

She shakes her head

"What did he-" before I could finish the door knob rattles

"Princess? Open this door."

"You have to go!" She pushes me back

"W-wait, but I-."

"No, Kara. This is goodbye… forever"

"No, not forever" I stopped myself at the balcony "One day. I'll find you a-and we'll be together again."

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"Then it's goodbye, for now" she forces a little smile

I smile widely

"I love you."

"I-." But before she could say it the door bursts open

She shoves me off the balcony and quickly turns around

I somehow manage to land on my feet and I quickly trip over myself, trying to get away

After jumping over the wall I get on my bike and I race back home

That same morning I went to apply to the same training camp Ignia joined for the marine corp

After finally convincing them I could be useful despite my height I went back home to tell Paris

"Yeah, and then I grabbed him and I threw him over my shoulder and then I punched him in the face, just like this, hya!" I punch towards the ground

"Bravo!" She claps her hands "and they accepted you, just like that?"

"Well.. not exactly. They said I did very good but I still have to be processed by the Training Division Colonel" I sit back on my chair and I scoop a spoonful of my cereal

"Oh…"

"But they also gave me this" I say with a mouthful "if Ignia signs it it'll count as a recommendation and it'll look very good on my resume"

"That's perfect!" She takes the page from me

"Yeah, if he tells them how I used to beat him up back in the day I'll get accepted like that." I snap my fingers

"Last time I checked I beat YOU up" Ignia says as he opens the door after hearing through the open window

"That was only because you threw dirt in my eye." I cross my arms

"Sure, whatever kid."

"I'm not a kid!" I stand up on my chair

"Ready Ma?" He chuckles

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"Yes dear." Paris wipes her mouth

"C'mon, we don't have time to make any stops."

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"Right!" She squirrels around before grabbing her bag and heading for the door

"I'm really sorry you can't come along, Kara."

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"Oh.. it's nothing I already said goodbye" I smile

"Right… Well, we won't be long." She smiles before shutting the door behind herself

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He didn't get to either of them…

They've been home all day so as far as they know Mr. Lyon just hasn't dropped by

After I finished with my cereal I sat and waited for them to return

But the later it became the more angsty I got

I began watching Mia's favorite drama to pass the rest of the time

Watching how they laughed and played together only made me miss her more

I stared at the picture she had hidden in her helmet of our first date

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That's it!

I jump to my feet

I'm going to see her

One last time.

And I'll leave her this picture so that she'll have no choice but to remember my face

I hurry around for my shoes and my helmet

I quickly ride to the estate and I managed to sneak in undetected

She said she doesn't leave until tomorrow morning

Or was it later tonight?

I carefully open the doors to the balcony

"Hehehe" I giggle to myself as I sneak inside

I wait for my eyes to adjust to the dark

Once they did I began sniffing around for her scent

That was when I came by the bathroom which blocked the light from the other side with a towel

I quietly turn the knob and the door creeks open

The towel cleans the little red puddle on the ground as the door slid open

I wondered what that puddle could've been when I completely froze in place after seeing Mia sitting against the counter

Her wrists were slit and the blood dribbling down her hand was almost dry

My heart sank to my stomach

I slip on the blood trying to get to her

There was a small razor sitting on her thigh

I grab her slit wrists and I check for a pulse but I couldn't find any

Her skin was pale and she was freezing cold

I was about to shout for help when I saw her eyes flutter

With the strength of a toddler she squeezed my hand suddenly

"K-Kara? She huffs

"Wh-what's going on Mia? Wh-who did this to you?" I ask even knowing the painful truth

"Oh Kara…" she sniffs as I pull her into my arms

"Wh-why? Why did you do it? Why Mia?" I tear up

"Y-you weren't meant to see this, Kara" she whimpers

"Th-this wasn't supposed to happen." My tears dribble onto her cheek "I-I brought y-you this" I shuffle through my pocket for the picture

"S-so that you'll never forget what I look like." I sniff

She makes the effort to look at the picture despite how weak she must be feeling

"I…" she shakes her head "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry it has to be this way." Her eyes began getting red and teary

"No." I shake my head "No, Mia. No, you can't.. You can't leave me. Not like this. Please, not like this. I-I love you. I love you too much, Mia. So please" I beg

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"I-I… th-that's right." She smiles "I never.. got to say it did I?"

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"S-say what?"

…

There was a rather long pause between her breaths

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"I.. I love you too… Ka..rahh…"

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"M-Mia?"

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"M-Mia.. hey?" I give her a little shake

My heart began pounding out of my chest

"Mia!" I carfully carry her out of the bathroom and I lay her down at the foot of her bed

"Mia! Wake up, Mia! Please, wake up!" I squeeze her cheeks and I try to listen for a breath

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But nothing.

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"Please!" I give her another shake as I burst into tears "Please No! God, Please No!" I look around helplessly

"Please, Papa. You Can't Let This Happen!" I shake head

"You Have To Save Her, Papa. I Know You Can Do It!" I sob helplessly as I rub our cheeks together

Why? Why won't you help me, Papa?

What did I do to deserve this?

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-to be continued