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12 years ago remained a nightmare for me. Years past but that horrible nightmare haunted me so vividly when a bullet was shot through the head of my friend. He fell down heavily right in front of me. Feeling confused, afraid, and whatsoever it was named was mixed up in my head. I did not know what I was supposed to do at that time, but crying. 

Now 12 years has passed but anytime that moment shadows me, the exactly same feeling will wash over me. It feel as if I don't do not anything good to make a change although it happens over and over again right in front of me. 
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I walked along the path heading to the end, cold and dark with no lights. The wooden walls built around the place prevented the lights from outside to penetrate in. When I arrived there, I put a bouquet of white lily on a white marble written ‘Zie’.

“I am home,” I whispered.

I sat beside the tomb, taking out some cookies and two boxes of our favorite milk. “How are you doing there? Are you okay? Do you eat well?” I rubbed the tomb gently. “Wait for me,” I whispered.  
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Tale Of The Half-Blood Wizard

I and Miko went back to the florist when it was almost midnight. After saying good bye to Miko, I took a taxi to the hospital. I saw Emma's bother with his wife were awake on the waiting room seat located in front of the room where Emma's mother was being taken cared.


"Brother, where is Emma?" I asked after handling them meal boxes and drinking water to them. 


"She is out, she will be back soon, I guess," He asked me to sit, he might know that I just went home from the shop. Emma's brother was just like my own brother. It could be said much better the relationship I had with him than with my own brother. 


That night I waited, perhaps it was more than an hour or two because I was asleep. I decided to go out looking for her when I woke up because I started feeling worried. I sent her messages in her cell phone, but no reply.


34. ‘I dont want to die today’