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12 years ago remained a nightmare for me. Years past but that horrible nightmare haunted me so vividly when a bullet was shot through the head of my friend. He fell down heavily right in front of me. Feeling confused, afraid, and whatsoever it was named was mixed up in my head. I did not know what I was supposed to do at that time, but crying. 

Now 12 years has passed but anytime that moment shadows me, the exactly same feeling will wash over me. It feel as if I don't do not anything good to make a change although it happens over and over again right in front of me. 
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I walked along the path heading to the end, cold and dark with no lights. The wooden walls built around the place prevented the lights from outside to penetrate in. When I arrived there, I put a bouquet of white lily on a white marble written ‘Zie’.

“I am home,” I whispered.

I sat beside the tomb, taking out some cookies and two boxes of our favorite milk. “How are you doing there? Are you okay? Do you eat well?” I rubbed the tomb gently. “Wait for me,” I whispered.  
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Tale Of The Half-Blood Wizard

When Emma hung up the phone, my brain tried to comprehend every single thing happened today. I felt like a fugitive. They were after me and hurting people closed to my life to warn me, hoping I would give up. 


Tht morning rain showered heavily, a woman took a black coffin of her son to the funeral. Emma asked me to assist Miko's mother because his younger brother was only eight years old, and of course knew nothing about the funeral issues. 


Although I had to let it go wholeheartedly, there was a part of me could not take it easily. My helplessness made me wake that I had to accept it either I liked it or not. 


They were beyond reason from what I could accept so far. It was just not fair for us. We did not have any ability, to prevent ourselves. We would be like a toy for fun for them all. 


36. Manji