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12 years ago remained a nightmare for me. Years past but that horrible nightmare haunted me so vividly when a bullet was shot through the head of my friend. He fell down heavily right in front of me. Feeling confused, afraid, and whatsoever it was named was mixed up in my head. I did not know what I was supposed to do at that time, but crying. 

Now 12 years has passed but anytime that moment shadows me, the exactly same feeling will wash over me. It feel as if I don't do not anything good to make a change although it happens over and over again right in front of me. 
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I walked along the path heading to the end, cold and dark with no lights. The wooden walls built around the place prevented the lights from outside to penetrate in. When I arrived there, I put a bouquet of white lily on a white marble written ‘Zie’.

“I am home,” I whispered.

I sat beside the tomb, taking out some cookies and two boxes of our favorite milk. “How are you doing there? Are you okay? Do you eat well?” I rubbed the tomb gently. “Wait for me,” I whispered.  
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Tale Of The Half-Blood Wizard

"Fear, doubt, all of these negative feelings is good in small amount." Mickey looked at me with a serious stare. "You need to be afraid to make yourself more careful. You need sense of hesitation to make you rethink about something, until you finally learn to plan better, more carefully and more thoroughly. However, if it is in large amount, it will swallow you whole."

I understood what Mickey meant now. If we couldn't control Summer's greed, it would eventually destroy her, and after that, she could become way too dangerous to approach.

I could imagine that she could go full berserk and on her unstoppable killing spree, she was able to carry out slaughter single-handedly just to fulfil her desire for new organs, then nothing left behind. Summer was fire, she kept growing, and then she would destroy everything.

"Tha, how do you put out the fire?" Mickey asked as it was playing with the pages of Zie's notebook. "Pouring it with water?"

142. The Risk [2]