Chapter 69

Hisoki popped a pill into his mouth, humming as he twirled in the chair. He felt empty, weird and dry. Hisoki was so used to people constantly helping him get through his life, since he couldn't. But, when Akumu finally got taken to prison, he had talked to a psychiatrist. She had told him that he was free, and that he should think he was.

It was a difficult decision, but he needed to trust her. Kiso didn't seem to mind the decision, as long as it kept her 'baby' safe. Heko didn't really care, becoming almost silent. Kiki was sad when he heard what was going to happen, Hisoki still had the page where it showed their conversation, all of their reactions.

Sahae hated that idea, hated the thought of Hisoki taking medicine, and going to a psychiatrist. Sahae thought of it as being vulnerable, open, and weak. He didn't want Sahae to hate him, Hisoki would have dreaded that. But, he felt like it had to be done.

Mago stepped through the door, a smile on his face. Mago, his beautiful Mago. Hisoki smiles, looking up. The boy had lunch before his class, but instead, he was here. Mago knew… something. Though, Hisoki didn't know exactly what. Multiple times has the tanned boy walked up to him, begging for answers to what he saw..

But Hisoki always said no.

However, even through that, Mago still kissed him out of nowhere on the car ride home. Still told the other how much he loved him, and how much Mago cared for him. It made Hisoki take a breath of relief. Mago liked him, loved him the same way. Mago had a soft concerned look on his face. "Why do you look so sad?" Mago asked worriedly.

Hisoki looked sad? He didn't think he did. Hisoki shook his head, but the boy only rolled his eyes. He walked over to Hisoki's desk, sitting down on it. "Guess what I did today?" Mago asked. That phrase. It meant so much to Mago. The tanned boy would always walk into class, ready to tell about his day.

At some point, it must have started to mean something to Hisoki as well. Hisoki stood up from his seat, walking in between Mago's legs. "What?" He asked curiously. Mago smiled brightly. "I got an A on my test. Biology.'' He voiced proudly. Hisoki chuckles. "Not shocked, you seemed to be very good in that subject."

Mago and Hisoki never did anything besides kiss. Neither of them minded it. They haven't said anything about it. Hisoki wasn't scared of sex, no matter what happened when he was young. If he looked in the mirror, his arms and legs wouldn't have bite marks or bruises. They would look clean, normal. Yet, he still felt the feeling of his skin being sticky. He was dirty. A phantom kind that he couldn't get rid of.

No matter how much he scrubs.

Mago rolled his eyes. "Not funny, at all." He pouted. Hisoki leaned on him, kissing the student gently. Mago's hand went up to his cheek, rubbing his thumb. "You're perfect." Mago mumbled, pulling away. Hisoki shrugged, stepping back. "Eh, maybe I have been called that many times." Hisoki could still joke around, flirt, and give innuendos.

"You know what I have to do for homework?" Mago asks, laying on Hisoki's desk. His desk wasn't filled with random things. He kept his bag on the floor with most of his items in. God, Mago loved to talk about his day with Hisoki. "Is it something stubid?" Hisoki asked curiously? It felt like high school love. Hisoki was one nine-teen, and Mago was eight-teen. Maybe it was just high school love.

"Ha, no. I have to write a paper on psychology." Mago muttered, groaning. Mago rolled across the desk, almost falling if it wasn't for Hisoki's quick reflexes. "Really? What part?" "Clinical."He mutters, his voice dull. Clinical. Hisoki was a Clinical Psychiatrist. Clinical Psychology; diagnosing and treating people with mental illnesses, disorders, and destress. Someone like Hisoki.

"Why don't you do me?"

Mago looked up at him confused. "Wha- what does clinical- oh shit! Do you have a clinical disorder? Is that why you were all-" Hisoki chuckled at Mago's reaction, nodding his head. "Yes, I do."He nodded. Hisoki could see the gears running through Mago's brain. "That's perfect! Of course I can!" Mago exclaimed, hopping off the desk. Hisoki nodded. "But, you're going to have to work for it. When is it due?"

"End of the year. It's a seniors paper." Mago explained. Hisoki nodded. 'Well, you'll have a year to write it." Hisoki explained. Mago sighed, nodding. "Ok, perfect. Are you…. I know you don't like me knowing about this stuff." That wasn't true. It wasn't that Hisoki didn't want Mago to know, he just didn't want anything bad to happen. That small fear worried Hisoki. He didn't want Mago to get hurt. "I'll be fine. I'm ok with it. I'm the one to bring it up." Hisoki shrugged and laughed. Mago continued to frown.

"But I'm the one who said yes."