The wedding was no less then a royal wedding, spending lakhs and lakhs for that one day.
The question is whether all these brought her all the happiness in a marital life?
Even she questioned it with wet eyes, even harder and deep hurt in heart while Journalising about her day.
she remembered the day when she walked into the house where she felt like an alien. She didn't have a room on her own, she had to share that room with a totally unknown person, well a typical stranger in her case. Her parents weren't there, her pet wasn't there, not even a single thing that she was familiar with and enjoyed was there.
This was a all new place ,with all new people. she stayed in her room all day without knowing what to do. All that she knew now was to cook good food ,that was what she was taught also. To prepare good food and take a nice position in her husband's heart.But is it the same thing for guys also, are they given any lessons to have a good place in their wife's heart. I wonder.
The first touch that came from vasanth made her nervous, conscious and a bit uncomfortable too. But "be submissive " was what running in her mind all the time ,when he proceeded on. Denying anything that a man wants was a big No No in her upbringing and neighbouring. when a girl denies something she will be considered unfit for a marital life and will be give a tag " arrogant ".
But isn't it her wish ? Isn't that her body? she owns it and she has every right to decide what she wants and what not. with that " be submissive " still running in her mind , she realized that she wasn't comfortable enough to proceed further with her man physically. she drifted away and shook her head signaling a No.
Great images get broken within no seconds, all the expert opinion about her man fell in well within no time. know why? That's what she was journalising with teary eyes.