Sway of the flames

If someone were to ask me how it felt to control my energy, I would be hardpressed to come up with an answer.

Even after everything that I came through, I still couldn't truly grasp the feeling of the mana itself. 

Sure, I knew how to use it or how to calculate formations for it. Yet, no matter how hard I trained, it was still a foreign feeling, not something that I truly adopted. 

But right now, when I recklessly pumped my own mana into the fires that I was supposed to quell...

For the first time in my life, I could truly feel the flow of my energy. 

The fires around me exploded. 

It was no wonder. I pumped them full of my fresh energy, after all. As a result, the blaze covered my entire body. 

Right now, it was only a matter of time before I would burn alive, molten down by the very fires I helped to create. 

'HOLD IT,' a single thought appeared in my mind.