CH.4 DAY OFF2

It's finally day off, good thing the sky is clear and hopefully It won't rain later, but first I'm gonna wash some of my used clothes. It's almost been a while since I washed my bed sheets. While I'm hanging it outside, maybe it's better if I go shopping then later I'll cook and spend some of my time enjoying my food, It's been a while since I cooked here. It's just a small apartment but I always treat it as my home, all alone here, I do all the chores such as cooking cleaning and arranging. It's not that I can't afford to pay a helper for that, It's just that I don't trust anyone so I don't have a choice but to do it myself.

I've been thinking about this for a while now, maybe I should go visit Saki and his family, it's not like I hate him, but maybe it's better if I go. He's the one who's looking after me when I was young I admired him for who he was. Right now I'm living like a normal person spending my day offs in cleaning the apartment going to groceries then cooking, and I'm happy that I'm able to spend it peacefully.

~ Right now it's 12:34 pm, l just finished hanging my laundry, maybe it's better if I visit Saki first. Besides, I'm free all day so maybe I can go shopping later at night. But first I'm going to take a bath then change and then I'm going to shop first before going there and maybe I'll gonna bring him souvenirs and some drinks also a food for his wife and his child. How many years have passed since I saw him maybe I'm just gonna be fine seeing him with his beloved wife. Even though I was invited to their wedding but I didn't come cause it was so hard for me to accept that he's already getting married that time and I can't even face him after that. But maybe this time I can face him ,and I hope I will be alright after I do this.

Ughh~ I'm finally finished, I'm gonna go shop for food to bring to them. Hmmm.. What should I bring?

I go buy some snacks for his kid then some vegetables and drinks for him and his wife..

his kid's age, maybe it's around 3-4 years old I'm gonna buy this stuffedtoy. Saki often told me in the past that he like stuffed animals, then I'll gonna buy this stuffed bunny for the kid, I still don't know what's the gender of his kid tho.

~I'm already finished shopping.. Gift for kid: check,Drinks and vegetables: check, my heart?: check? maybe?. Then it's time to face my biggest fear , Im gonna meet him and his family for real, then here I am.

As I ride the bus, I'm feeling like I'm going to end my peaceful life and I feel little bit nervous cause it's been a long time since I see him and spoke to him. Now the bus already stop I feel so nervous that I'm gonna throw up but I'll gonna endure this. It's just a 10 minutes walk from here to their house, and in ten minutes I'll be able to meet him at last I hope nothing can go wrong.