I'M OKAY

As Takato walking towards the exit, he walks like a corpse walking so slowly as his mind wandering around what just happened and just thinking of it makes him want to cry ,as he realized that he's not that important to him.

As he reached the exit, he saw his boss's car park at the entrance. He stopped walking as he watching what's going on, while observing in a glance,  he saw his female colleague standing in front of a car.

He saw the car opened as the boss going out of the car, walking around it and he's so shock of what did he saw, he saw the boss opened the car for her, as she's going inside, in a glance boss saw him, while they starring at each other, Takato already asking him in his mind that,

("Why it is her, it supposed to be me.")

Thinking that makes him wants to shout and brag about it but he know that he can't, he can't even ask him why, while Takato bearing all the sorrow and sadness, the boss just smirk and slick his mouth.

("tsk")

As Takato saw that Takato knows and think that he's only a nuisance to his boss.

He catch a taxi he sit at the back and he told the driver that.

("Dropped me at the nearest convenient store")

While sitting at the back silently, suddenly a tear came out to his eyes and he tried to stop them but can't. As he cried silently in the car looking outside the window, the taxi driver hand him a tissue and tell him that.

(" It's okay you can let it all out all off us experiencing emotional problem, but do not live as that's the only thing that makes you alive, go and see outside, find what's makes you happy.")

As Takato accept the tissue, he replied.

(" Thank you").

After hearing it from the driver, his heart it's not as heavy as he feels, he smiled and feel at ease at the moment.

When he arrives at the convenience store he walks inside and buy a tissue as well as alcoholic canned drinks. He paid it then he walks towards his apartment while drinking.

As he arrives in his home, little bit drunk but not as drunk that he can't remember his passcode.  He entered the house ,  he put all the things that where it should and he takes a bath. As he sobber because of the bath he walks towards his room , laying on his bed  thinking what's just happened and thinking this that's makes him miserable.

Asking his self that.

("Why, It can't be he forgot about what he said. But why he's showing that attitude towards me?!? Ughhh mavbe that's his way showing to me that he can't go with me tonight.... I hope that he told me sooner...)

As he asking himself, the time passed by and he's already sleepy. He cried just remembering all of that until he falls asleep on his crying.