She is crazy

Her eyes filled with tears, "Then who can I blame?" Her voice sounded desperately ridiculous as a baby who cried because her mother didn't buy her favorite toy. Her face tensed up holding back the sadness that overwhelmed her, she almost grew ugly as her facial muscles contracted to limit the damage that the distress caused her.

She clenched her fists, for some instants I feared she would cry, scream or even yell at me.

But she didn't, her effort not to do so created some vertical creaks on her forehead. She walked toward the door with her fists still clenched, taking a long step to the door.

Then again she turned around, facing me, "you're right. But it hurts." The way her voice creaked reflected the pain she was in. I could see the same desperation in her eyes that I had when Carl told me he cheated on me.