H17

IMPERSONATING HER

-- 17 --

-- I just can't sleep, i feel so uncomfortable.. Why am I this restless

She checks her time

-- everyone would be asleep, I can go out and feel better

--- She stands up, wears her robe & flops, picks up a cigarrete pack and lighter, then left for the woods

-- I shouldn't be doing this, for how long will I hold on, it's been easy, not so easy, but better for me..but, there are still months to go..what has been installed for poor me..I have a life to get back to..Gracia, gift, debby, Moyo and the others..when last have I spoken to them...my crazies, my bitches..

Clara is a foreigner..she wants to blend, just can't..ive been with those chickens since childhood

My mom..its been me and her alone, all the way with my sister..struggling..I may not really like sharing my life but they've been my all

She lights a cigarette and smokes as she walks

-- my sister can be annoying but very encouraging..she's been a lot to me