Arc 5 Chapter 5.10 ( Actor Lu's Fanboy )

Cold wind breezed upon the white curtains hanging on the window . The sleeping man on the king sized bed moved a bit and a frown surfaced upon his face.

Voices keep on ringing within his head and flashed of vague images run across his mind.  These images outlined similar features of his man's reincarnations , Jiro , Lai Longwei , Zhang Zhong , Mo Xun . Zone could see these vague images . In his dreams , he saw their mouth opening and closing as if they were talking.

At the same time , Zone somehow could understand what they were talking despite not hearing what they were saying.

_ Why did you gave up? _

_ Why did you forget me? _

_ You no longer love me? _

These voices made Zone feel irritated and at the same time angry. He couldn't understand Jiro. He was the one who left first , how dare he ask him in his dreams why he forgot and gave up on him ?

Zone have been suffering for a lot of centuries , thinking about why did Jiro left . Then this scum dared to ask him in his dreams why he gave up? Stupid! He's not a push over and a martyr , fool , love blind man.

It would be a fantasy if he didn't give up . Reality is reality , if someone left you. Then give up , why would he let himself suffer and drown himself to the sorrow of being left behind .

Time would fade away his feelings for Jiro and it's true , he's already numb . He doesn't even have any motivation to live anymore . What's the meaning of his life without him?

But then he suddenly thought, he could still live when Jiro has yet to appear in his life . Why not now that he's no longer here . All he needs is oxygen to live , he could still live .

But it's not easy when you think about it . His heart still aches , and his mind would subconsciously roll and remind him of Jiro from time to time . Tormenting him day and night.

There's a lot of questions unanswered and he wanted to ask Jiro why . Why did he left?

He never forgot Jiro . Contrarily , he always thought of him every second.

Zone rolls to the side and wiped his tears . Every drop of tears was hot and salty . He hates it whenever he cries for the man who hurt him , because he felt that he's pathetic , emotionally weak and pitiful . Zone is a prideful man , so he hates Jiro for making him like this .

Will he ever meet that despicable man again? Then what would be his reaction? Will he cry? Will he be happy? Sad? Angry?

Zone doesn't know , his feelings for Jiro are so complicated that even he himself couldn't determine wether he still love him or not.

While Zone is being depressed , he didn't even notice how thick and dark the dark mist covering him was . It looks ominous and dangerous at the same time. Zone however doesn't seem to notice it , but the thing is ... Does he really know his current situation?

Of course he knows ... Everytime he generates negative emotions , this dark mist originating from a curse would become more dark and powerful .

However , this kind of power is a double edged sword for Zone .

Because it would also soffucate him .

The door suddenly opened. Zone slowly opened his puffy eyes and looked at the door. There he saw a shadow of a man with head down looking like a ghost.

The man walked like a zombie and sometimes stumbles because of the obstacles. It looks like the figure was sleep walking .

Zone sat up and looked curiously at the sleep walking man . Then his eyes widened when he heard the words coming out of the man's lips.

" Why did you gave up on me? " The young man's voice was hoarse and slow . As if he was bumbling during his sleep .

Zone's heartbeat starts speeding up and the gaze he used to see the young man suddenly changed.

_ there's no way . _

Mysteriously , the young man suddenly woke up . However , the originally black obsidian irises become dark blue with a hint of golden hue on it . That pair of red phoenix eyes landed upon the half naked man on the bed.

" Do you no longer love me? "

* Thump thump thump

Zone's eyes were opened wide as he stared in disbelief at the young man standing across him .

Jiro calmly looked at Zone . Slowly , he walked towards his direction , with his eyes never leaving his body .

" Why did you chose to forget and give up on me? "

Everytime these words were spoken . Something was ignited within Zone's heart . His crimson eyes turned darker as fangs grow within his mouth. His nails suddenly turned longer and sharper and glared at the man with hateful eyes.

" You dared to show your despicable face in front me?!! "

The young man calmly watched the angry man . " You don't understand , i never left you. "

" Don't speak!!! I hate your voice! " Zone interrupted.

Jiro shut his mouth and his eyes conveyed a look of hurt . He stared at Zone with an agrrieved look and stepped forward.

" Zone , let me explain. "

" Shut the fcc up! "

Zone growled and unleashed his original form. He bent his knees and suddenly jump towards Jiro , in a blink of an eye Zone suddenly appeared in front of Jiro and waved his sharp claws towards his hateful face .

Jiro immediately retreated and pivoted his feet to side step .

* Bang!

Claws traces appeared on the surface of the wall and the all suddenly collapsed . The mysterious thing was how no one noticed the situation undergoing upstairs . Shade was still sleeping as if he was fed with a sleeping pill by someone . On the side desk , you could see a glass of water , but there's a trace of powder below the inside of the glass , suspected as a knock out drug.

Jiro restrained Zone , but Zone was no longer in his clear mind . All his thoughts were to hurt and kill him.

" Please forgive me Zone . "

" Shut up!!! Shut up!!! "

Zone waved his fist and punched Jiro. Jiro suddenly flew and hit the wall . The whole mansion suddenly shook as if a minor earthquake appeared .

Jiro was unscathed but his face expressed an expression of being wronged and hurt .

" Get out! Get out! Leave this house!!! Leave! Don't show your face in front of me anymore! "

Zone's furious voice resonated throughout the whole mansion . When Jiro heard Zone's tone of casting him out . Jiro cried out and hugged his thigh . " Zone , let me explain please . "

" I don't need any explanation .LEAVE "

Jiro looked up , his brows bend in a distressed look , and his eyes showed resentment and unjust , clearly expressing that he was being wronged but Zone seemed to not have noticed it .

Jiro felt his heart stuffy and reluctantly loosened his arms around Zone's leg . He then slowly stand up and pointed his index finger to Zone.

" I'll come back "

Zone's eyes were cold and pointed outside. " Out "

Jiro huffed and exited . Ten minutes later , the still standing Zone suddenly collapsed and covered his face in stressful manner . He couldn't believe that Chen Zixin was Jiro . He just couldn't believe it , although he sometimes suspected it because of the investigation about the purple flower . He doesn't dare believe that he's really him.

What's more ... He seems to still have feelings for that man .

5 centuries had already passed ... Why? Why do i still love him?

Zone could no longer produce tears ... He had already cried a lot earlier that he could no longer cry . It seems that he's doomed to be unable to sleep this night .

When morning arrives , Shade stared at the dark circles below Zone's eyes . "Did you masturbate last night that you even forgot to sleep early. "

Zone smiled not reaching his eyes and pulled out an energy drink from the refrigerator .

" By the way , where's that young man? I knocked on his door but he didn't come out. "

Zone sat down and stared at Shade . " He left , Chen Family called him for a family meeting. "

Shade nodded in understanding " is that so? I suddenly felt that the whole house is empty. I didn't expect to get used with that young boy's presence . "

Zone hummed in nonchalant agreement and began to drink his energy drink.

Shade noticed his gloomy complexion and sat down across the island . " You seems to be depressed? What made you like that? Don't tell me you missed Chen Zixin? "

" No ... I just had a nightmare last night . " Answered Zone .

_ so it is Jiro again. _ Shade thought inwardly and scoffed .

He stood up and decided to cook the breakfast today. Zone looked towards the living room and the door bell suddenly ring . Zone put down the drink and strode towards the door and opened it. He exited the house and went to the gate , seeing the system couple .

Zone silently opened the gate for them . " You're here . "

Doze smiled . " We came to visit . "

Doze and Uno followed Zone to the house and saw Shade busying in the kitchen.

" Hello Shade " greeted Doze

Shade turn gis head and saw the couple. " Hello Doze , Uno . "

Uno nodded to his direction and bowed towards Zone. " Master "

Zone nodded and beckoned to them to sit down.

Once the two two were seated. They suddenly stiffened and looked at Zone with shock. " What did you say Master?! You found Jiro? "

Uno immediately slapped Doze's back for being disrespectful to their master. Doze scratched the back of his head and bowed slightly to Zone to apologize.

Zone waved his hand signaling that he doesn't mind.

Shade at the kitchen was also shocked when he heard Doze's remark.

Doze's feelings for Jiro were quite complicated too. After all , he had once served Zone under the command of Zone before. Jiro wasn't a bad master , he even honestly want to go back to serving him again but it seemed that his second former master was disappointed with him for not telling that he was actually a realm agent kidnapped by a cursed fallen god.

On the other side , the whole Chen Family was surprised when they saw the great changes of Chen Zixin .

How come this idiotic bashful young lad became a supressive domineering young master! Fcc , What did Lu Feng do to make this young lad change rapidly?

Just what has he done?!!!

Jiro glared at his family members who keep on staring at him intensely as if he is an animal in a zoo .

Jiro locked himself in a room and covered himself with a quilt .

" Zone ... It's a misunderstanding ... A misunderstanding . " Jiro cried and buried his head on the pillow .

" Why! How dare that Shen Ai recieve the love of my wife!!! Just why!!!! "

" He's mine!! How dare she call him daddy!!! "

" He's mine , mine alone!!! "

" Why! I hate it , I can't believe that Zone gave up on me! Just when? When?!!! "

Jiro feels like he'd gone insane .