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The ride to the event was eerily quiet. The only thing Xavier did was stare out the window and heave multiple sighs. For the first time in my life, I saw a shocking side of Xavier, when he hugged me, I could see the fear in his eyes and it made me wonder what could cause the almighty Xavier to look so shaken. 

"Hmmm" I cleared my throat in a bid to gather his attention. He kept his gaze fixed on the outside of the car and when I thought he was lost in his thoughts, he took me by surprise. "What are you trying to ask?"

I bit the inside of my mouth, shifting uncomfortably in my seat. "I wanted to ask about the event. I feel like you should give me a head up about what to expect and not expect. " He turned to look at me with his chin resting on the back of his palm. "Haven't I told you about the event? I thought I told you earlier?"