Memories from last night

Shan was going through the sales for the last three days.... but the omega's attention is not on the report in front of him right now but rather the thought of a certain alpha.

Last night ( Shan's POV )

so I woke up only to see Gu Guangxi on top of me..., at first I panicked a little bit, then it finally came to me that am dreaming about him again.....!!!

Only in a dream can I hold the alpha I love and adore, only in a dream can he look at me with loving eyes instead of disgust or hatred, I watch him touch my face so lovingly, while slowly approaching my face he whispered to my ear... saying; how much he loves my scent...., I couldn't control my self so I grab him and kissed him, i wanted him so bad, the thought of seeing him with other girls makes me so crazy and possessive at that moment, I couldn't control my hormones, even though at first it started like a dream now it felt more real than ever.

The way he was holding onto me as if his life depended on it, the lust in his eyes.... yes ...yes I wanted him to look at me that way, the way he never did before, he deepened the kiss making me breathless while I try to grasp some air.

He hug my while nipping at my neck; little Shan your scent is the same as when we where kids, it's tantalizing, making me want more, the beautiful smell of roses mixed with strawberry scent, just like the color of your hair and eyes;

I pressed my head against the pillow to hold in my cries, Guangxi was kissing and sucking my nipples, as his hands travelled all over my body, leaving me in heat of wanting more of his touch, he suddenly stopped and when raised my head to looked at him.

He was looking at me with interest as if waiting for me to raised my face..,He smirked before saying; you keep burying your face into the pillow, my pheromones will make you burn even more, I want to see and hear you cry and morn saying how much you want me, so don't hold back, and look me in the eyes, I want to you are feel good.

Shan couldn't help but blush at the cheesy words the alpha kept throwing at him, ahh.... hmhf... huhhhg... the omega's head was black at that moment, not even realizing that he was morning out-loud, ahhh... uhhgh... Guangxi inserted a finger at first trying to loosen the omega, the omega was enthralled in by the new source of pleasure as he arch his tender waist upward as if trying to get more, he actions where driving the alpha crazy and the next thing he knows was, there was three fingers,.... the alpha is trying to loosened him, he kissed the omega's head as if asking for permission to go on, the omega shakes his head in approval, and before he knows what was happening, something huge was pushed inside him, they kept going at it, each not getting enough!!

The next morning when Shan woke only he see Guangxi laying next to him, the omega froze for a moment and then everything that he thought was a dream came back to him, but this time it felt like a nightmare, Shan quickly removes the sheets and plan to run before the alpha wakes.... THUD!!!... only for him to fall at the first step he took after getting down from the bed, his back and waist was in so much... ahhhg..PAIN

Everything was real...!!! Shan turned only to see the alpha standing right behind him...arrrhhh... and before he could say anything, the alpha picked him up, while saying sorry it will hurt for a little since it's your first time.

Shan was so embarrassed hearing the alpha mention how inexperienced he was, so he defensively said, it's.....it.. not my first time, it's just been a little while since I last did it, i am experienced.

Guangxi only smiled; oh I see!! it was obvious he doesn't believe him how embarrassing.

Ahh now that Shan was thinking about everything he couldn't help but feel regret, knowing that after he took meds and food he passed out and didn't wake up till the noon the next day, and he ran away the moment he had lunch, he had been avoiding the alpha's calls because he doesn't know what to say

The entire day Shan kept himself busy to distract himself from having this thoughts but it seems impossible,; Ahhhh... bang... bang... just why ( he was literally hitting his head with his desk) why did I ran away, I could have stayed.... maybe our relationship could have improved for the better.... but what if he thinks am being too cheap!!

Ahh...Ok stop it, you can't even tell am inside the office with you the whole time??? Liam looked at Shan who looks so paranoid and crazy.... the usual calm omega who makes jokes out of problems looks like his world is falling apart...oh well do we blame the beta for thinking the omega was crazed... I mean he has been talking to himself and banging his head on his desk. Liam could tell that the omega is scared of what will happen next!!!