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۞ MATURE CONTENT!!! ۞

Amaya loved her name at first, but after living five miserable lives, and constantly reincarnating as the same person, into the same family, in the same world, in the same era, she grew to hate her own identity.

Just not more than she hated the Gods who seemed to be playing with her, destroying her sanity over and over again, for amusement.

The only things in common on her four past lives are how miserable she lived, how her family was open to sell her to another Kingdom for military protection, a handful of traumas, and the one who ended her misery.

Her savior who was the only one able to grant her, her so wanted death in her four lives. The prodigy of his generation, with a perfect background, power, and looks. With his crimson wavy hair and white opal eyes, Crown Prince Roman Nebelhain, heir to the Nebelhain Empire, the strongest territory on earth.

In her 1st life, Roxy was sold at 11 years old to Dwayne Thornbury, King of the neighboring Kingdom, for military protection during the war. An abusive male old enough to be her grandfather. At the tender age of 13, when he invaded the Kingdom, Roman killed her after she begged him to.

In her 2nd life, despite trying not to represent any threat to her siblings and parents, Roxy was again, sold at 11, but to Kalil Montara, the Crowned Prince of the Montara Kingdom, also a neighbor, and also for military protection during the war that was happening between the Nebelhain Empire and the Astrophel Empire. Needless to say that, despite being younger, he abused her to no end, in more ways than Thornbury did. Thus, when the Kingdom was invaded by Roman when she was 13, she asked him to end her life and he did so.

Her 3rd life was different, but just as miserable. Roxy was again, sold at 11, but this time around, she was at the mercy of Roman's direct enemy, Zephyr Astrophel, the Crowned Prince of the Astrophel Empire who later became the Emperor. He may have taught her about the power within her, but he abused her like the others. But what he wanted the most was for her to bear his heirs, as her bloodline was famous and envied in the Fae world for being more blessed with magic than any others.

Nevertheless, after countless miscarriages, Roxy lost the will to live again, and waited for her savior to come and end her life again, already knowing that the damned Gods weren't done with her. Roman came when she was 25, the only time she reached adulthood, and as she begged him to her, he did it earnestly.

On her 4th life, she refused to be sold again, and ran away at 9 years old from her Kingdom, using magic to conceal her features from the eyes of others. For the first time, she lived a better life as a commoner, with an old woman called Margaret. But it ended badly again, as when she was 13, both Roman and Zephyr invaded the Kingdom she was hiding in, and Zephyr's troupes not only destroyed the town she was in, as the bastards also killed the only Fae who had ever been kind to her.

After seeing the scene, she lost her mind and killed all the Astrophel Knights who were guilty of that, but she couldn't handle it anymore. When Roman found her, she asked for his death embrace again, and he gave it to her.

As she expected it, she woke up as Amaya Alderidge again, but this time around, she came to life decided to do everything differently. To go after the only one who was there for her, even if it was in death. Roman.

Pretending to be a mute, to make everyone around her put down their defenses, Roxy put her plan into action. Doing everything to get in contact with Roman, so he could save her in life this time, so he could help her end her miserable reincarnation looping.

But little did she knew that that was exactly the Gods' purpose. To put the two destined souls together, as they should have been from the start.

Her Fifth Reincarnation Won't Be in Vain

To my four best male friends, whom I love with all my heart. Thank you for your loyalty and trust in me.


And for inflating my ego more than I already do.


Alexandre Silva, Caio Diogenes, João Victor "Naceja", and Leonardo Hackenhar, this one is for you.


♕︎ Dedicatory ♕︎