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I really fucking miss you mum

So much

I can't eat

I can't sleep

You fucking left me here

I'm stuck here

With guilt

And anger

Because you fucking killed yourself

You know you have a daughter

And you left her to fight for herself

With a shitty ass brother

And I'll never forgive you

Of course I can't, you're fucking dead

Dead

You're dead

That hurts

This hurts mum

You forgot your baby girl