24.1

"its okay Toby-"

"NO TOMMY, ITS NOT FUCKING OKAY" he paused, tears dripping down his face. He was red from being anxious."SHES FUCKING DYING, DO YOU REALIZE THAT? SHES IN THE HOSPITAL BED RIGHT FUCKING THERE" he pointed at a door a few feet away from them. "AND ITS- ITS- it's all my fault" he dropped to the ground, hugging his knees and crying. Crying so hard he couldn't see, his vision was all blurry.

"Toby- it's not your fault. Please don't say that, it isn't your fault you- you didn't know and-"

"Did you know?" Tommy wanted to respond truthfully. He wanted to say 'yes', but he knew it would only make the situation worse.

"No" he lied. He lied to his best friend and he hated it since the moment he thought of the response, to the moment the word rolled off his tongue. "No, I didn't know" this caused the brown haired boy to go silent. Quieter than tommys ever seen him.

"I just want her to be okay" he mumbled.

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"Boys? Are you two here with Aiyla Jackson?" A doctor in a white coat came out, she was pretty. She had long black hair pulled into two side braids.

"Yes- is she- is she okay?" Tommy asked, standing up along with Tubbo. They looked at the doctor, who just smiled.

"She is doing just fine. She's just sleeping right now, but she should be awake soon. You two can go in and see her if you'd like" Tubbo let out a gasp of happiness and ran straight to Aiylas room. And he walked over to beside her bed. She was connected to multiple machines. One to monitor her breathing, blood flow, heart beat, and other things that the boy didn't know.

Tommy walked into the room, and sat on the other side of the girls bed. "I hope she wakes up" Tubbo sighed.

"Stop worrying Toby, the doctor said she will soon. I know you're scared. I was fucking terrified when she collapsed. But she's okay now, that's all that matters" the blonde boy was scared, he was scared that when the brunette found out that he knew. He'd go ballistic.

"You're right" they both went silent. Tubbo grabbed her hand and held it in his own, hoping she would hold it back. But she didn't.