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"I'm sorry,

I should have told you.

I fucking hate myself for this,

For putting you through this.

For putting everyone through this.

I should have told everyone, Phil would have helped me. You all would have, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me."

"How could we forgive you? You let yourself die, right in front of us. You knew you were dying, but you were fucking selfish and didn't get any help. You let yourself get like this, I didn't see you take any pills. Nobody did. I'm glad you're fucking dead Aiyla Jackson."

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"I trusted you, you said you were okay. You said you'd be fine, but you weren't. You fucking lied to me, you lied to us all and now we have to live with guilt. Knowing we could have helped you, but we didn't fucking know. I hate you"