Please remember
You're so fucking stupid just remember!
Why can't I fucking think?
"I wish I died from this stupid thing
It would be better
Wouldn't it?"
"Of course it would be better. You don't belong here, we don't want you here. We wish you died, we stayed up all night laughing about how we thought you were dead. That's why we have bags under our eyes. Fucking die Aiyla"
Of course they want me dead
Why wouldn't they?
Everyone wants me dead
I bet my fans do too
People always told me about how annoying I always was. I believed them, I used to fuck myself up every night because of it. I couldn't sleep properly or eat properly for months.
"Go away Aiyla" they'd say to me
"You're so annoying" they'd say as well.
"Just leave us the fuck alone"