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Please remember

You're so fucking stupid just remember!

Why can't I fucking think?

"I wish I died from this stupid thing

It would be better

Wouldn't it?"

"Of course it would be better. You don't belong here, we don't want you here. We wish you died, we stayed up all night laughing about how we thought you were dead. That's why we have bags under our eyes. Fucking die Aiyla"

Of course they want me dead

Why wouldn't they?

Everyone wants me dead

I bet my fans do too

People always told me about how annoying I always was. I believed them, I used to fuck myself up every night because of it. I couldn't sleep properly or eat properly for months.

"Go away Aiyla" they'd say to me

"You're so annoying" they'd say as well.

"Just leave us the fuck alone"